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I pretty much hate where I live. I've never really liked it but it's been worse for the last couple of years. It's only when I allow myself to think about living somewhere else that I realise how much I hate it. I wonder what that does to a person over time. It can't be healthy.

I am beginning to wonder if there is no serious threat of wild-type Covid-19 in circulation (for most people) & that China may be threatening to release another bioweapon like Covid-19 and that vaccines/vaccinating everyone frequently is an insurance policy, rather than doing anything to prevent serious illness.

This is one possibility out of many.

Ryerson.

I have way too many things on my to watch list& no time to watch any of them

Another day before the day off.

Why so quick?..
Sure I'm rather eager for my plants, and the huge change after the next week or sooner but... Hmm...

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Yeah, hitting 30 is no fun. I was 26 , 27 and started realizing my youth is coming to an end.

this neighbor (long red haired woman) just got taken away by police into a car, crying. pakistani man berating her calling her a idiot, saying she wants sympathy. Damn i hope they don't read this. They'll know who i am. lol. I swear i dont live in a high crime area. Just these kinda incidents just seem to happen alot. Especially on weekends. txt miniaturized to protect the innocent.

I'm turning 27 this next year. I expect a change the year after that. And I already received (a lot of) my changes after 21.

Because I always have a form of significant change every within 7 years of my life. For better and for worse.
Usually I get worse after the 1st year of every 7th years of age, then it gradually turn as trice as better than before... Whether it's my circumstances within and without my control.


Yes. I happened to find a small part of my own life's walkthrough.



And I've yet to move on from most of my juvenile ways.
Having to deliberately update the things that used to help me, but it no longer does now.

Yet at the same time, it felt like I'm growing a little too soon instead of feeling late.
More like I don't feel ready. Maybe I never will be.

And turns out no one actually does.

Perhaps...
There's still a lot of parts of me who's still left behind. At least most of them are no longer 10. Most, not all.

Most of me is 15 still on going 20.
Still updating. Still on trial and error. And barely started investing towards over 20.

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A guy who hung himself on a tree in his twenties, falsely accused of a crime in his twenties by his girlfirend. I guess that makes 4 people, not 3 that I know of who have been victims of this behaviour.

My amazon prime 30 day free trial that expires Christmas. It should be useful for last minute same day deliveries. Then i can cancel it like i always do. Now i've just got to think of things to buy.

This will do me just fine, thanks! ^

I only have a library copy.

I have a lot on my mind right now. It's difficult to pull it all apart and think on each thing objectively. One thing keeps bleeding into the next and I find myself floating from topic to topic when trying to work one out. It's slowing my progress down. Still, I know I'm making some progress. I'll take that. What did that therapist say, eat the elephant one bite at a time. Yep. Baby steps.