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my friend is asking to go places with me and i lied and told her i will be busy all week. i am but im going with SAlt but said i will be helping my disabled uncle and shes asking questions and i feel guilty because i dont feel like being social right now but im using her as an excuse to go with SAlt because shes helping me escape my parents but she wants to teach my mum to swim and i cant keep up with all the lies. im digging myself a hole. that and i cant afford to go anywhere but im too embarrassed to say that. its just that she is so clingy but i dont hate her. its just too much too deal with sometimes. i think it was better when i had no one who called me friend.

what i am about to say did not make me unhappy, but it made me feel unnecessarily stupid.

preamble: i bought a chip delivery business from a person called "michael", and he is the owner of a depot that supplies me with the products i need to get my drivers to deliver to my customers.

he knows i have asperger syndrome because i had to tell him because he was baffled by my personality. after i told him, he became nicer to me, and he understood why i was not all "matesy" at the depot when i showed up.

anyway, the more my customers order, the more stock i order from him and the more money he makes, and he is satisfied that my customers trust me and want to stay with me as their supplier.

sometimes, when he asks me a question, i overload him with too many words in my answer, and he says things like "yeah mate...i'm pretty busy so can you get to the point?".

he does not have much time for my gabble, but he does accept me, and he is a person who is always only interested in business, and he curtails my gabble every time.

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on new years eve, i got a text message from his phone which said exactly this
"Happy new year for 2012, wish you were here with us have a great night michael, isabelle nadine and sabrina xxxooo"

when i read it, i was surprised that he thought so well of me, and i replied "thanks micheal", but then i became confused as to why he would post such a message to me.

i wondered why he would post "xxxooo" because that is totally not his style of interaction with me. he is not homosexual or in anyway emotional with me, and i started to think that the message was not meant for me. when i read the message again, i saw that my name was not in it, and i suddenly realized that he had chosen the wrong number to send that message to.

very awkward times will soon follow i am sure.

I really want something like this.. :(
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJov1wX8MtM[/youtube]

b9 it's possible that the message was sent to a group of people.
I think it's quite common for people to send generic messages in this way at New Year.

Brother just went to college I want to go to college SO badly. It's really not fair. If they don't let me in...I'm going up there and attacking some people. I am so pissed off, I want a life...I desperately want one. WHAT do I have to do to prove this????? What? Tell me! I want college. I want a college not at home. I want to get out of here so badly. Ag, I'm jealous of everyone going at this time. GR! I really might attack someone...if I get angry enough. Fricking ret*ds! I WANT MY LIFE BACK, GIVE IT NOW AND NOBODY GETS HURT. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurg.

One thread asked me to take a series of tests. It took a long time and the thread was cancelled by the time I'd finished them

Some strange powdery substance that was marketed as coffee that is not real coffee. Doesn't smell like coffee, doesn't taste like coffee... but I'm drinking it anyway.

My stash of frozen chocolate mustaches is almost gone. :/

I only got two hours of total sleep Friday night & it was not at a single time; I woke up a lot. I hurt my pinky finger on my right hand bad yesterday moving firewood; it bled a lot for a while & burns when I get it wet. I hurt it again today moving more firewood; thankfully it didn't bleed much but I also hurt my middle finger on my left hand today. I'm not moving anymore firewood today. I have to be careful how I type or my fingers hurt & I don't want them to bleed again. I also only got a couple hours of sleep last night because I kept waking up or sleeping very lightly

I have much to do today, even though today is a SUNDAY and the first one. Of course, it wouldn't have been a problem if it happened tomorrow.

I. Still. Feel. Fat. And. Now. I. Am. More. Hungry.

Stop thinking that! Nocebo will only make it worse (if it is even that bad)!

wind

My son posting on Facebook that he felt like a ghost at school. I know how he feels.