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I wonder what percentage of the world's population have never polished a pair of shoes

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Neighbours above being annoying. Have just put in several bids on flats.

I used to use dubbing on my docs to soften them up but that was about it for me

Anxiety

Why are a lot of things I wanted tend to take 10 years??


Like; basically during my worst years I wish there was an online class so I can just graduate quicker.

Instead, it was granted in a form of a pandemic. 10 years too late. AND IT TOOK A GLOBAL PHENOMENON??


When I wanted to start playing catch up, it took 10 years.
Not because of constant practice (ha, I wish) but an abrupt stop of internal disruptors that I wish I have an "earplugs version of interception" -- that no no amount of "desensitizating" will get me used to sneezing several hours a day. F*** anyone who says that.

No, I am not fricking numb like you to be able to ignore signs of untreated chronic illness and maltreatment. Took 10 years late. AND IT WAS FROM A COINCIDENCE.


How about my chronic headache since 12 or so, no thanks to that stupid tooth that chipped off at 4th grade?
It took 10 years to cure it. By being taken out by a dentist. One that's ALSO UNPLANNED.


How about wanting to just get over what led to my worst years of being bullied?
Again, it took 10 years! Not by therapy, not by self work, not by rebuilding myself back -- but by spontaneous spiritual awakening.


Oh? Apparently I was already diagnosable before age 5.
Guess when I had an official autism diagnosis?



Yeahhhhh -- good things happen to those who fricking wait, alright.
In my case, apparently, by being 10 years too late.


I won't be surprised if some incurable disease might kill me when untreated for who knows what amount of time -- and it'll take 10 years to make it AND find it's way for me to ever feasibly get said cure.

Doesn't matter if it's too late for me to recover well from it, or if I'm already dead. It will fricking take 10 years.

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I woke up too early and when I went back to finish my sleep I slept too late

You're supposed to be able to sleep in on vacation but it's not much of a vacation if you don't do anything but sleep

Struggling with insomnia and am worried about sleep apnea. I can't sleep like I used to anymore. I know it's beginning to affect my mental health as well. I can't remember the last time I got 8 hours of sleep and was fully rested.

Teeth hurt from grinding them in my sleep.

Anxiety

Bought a new Nokia mobile phone but the battery seems to be faulty.