MaxE wrote:
I miss Rexi. She doesn't have to come back on here but I hope she's all right.
Aww. The thing mr bunny mod (im starting the message and can't remember the name) was talking about is probably the upset with the lack of ability to connect of some people here, which to me is sorta a last resort for autistic people with social issues and it sorta reminds me of some exes that couldn't connect to me very well. Though people's experiences are difficult to cope with especially emotional ones and I cried, I never said anything about leaving and if someone will ever do those won't be my words. I do not operate on threats or externalizing such desires to the wrong people and when i leave places I'm gone without a notice and is usually a long process if I didn't plan to eventually leave from the beginning such as just checking out a site, but otherwise not a quick decision.
But that's not near to happening, from my list of autistic forums this one tops the list by far, it has stream, not important enough downsides in production in comparison, freedom of speech and topics which I've seen many males and myself really need and get worse with strictness, I've consoled way too many guys who quit my now 2nd favorite forum because of that issue and it has gotten to me more than to the owner. I think this place is the closest to what people need (might that be why there are a lot of guys here?). Also good stream of people so the website isn't abandoned. I believe my place here is to represent women too, because there are more men and are outspoken so i think that's also a good fit without waste of time but my ideas could probably represent importance in any website because I tend to fit many minority groups and I tend to be talkative.
Besides topping the list this is the only place I socialize in, so when I'm not here I'm not actually social. xD
I do have a lot of stuff on my shoulders lately in my private life, doc appointments, got diagnosed with knee degenerative disease grade 1 and 2 and working on my new relationship and meeting up with r00tb33r in rl to hopefully getting married and moving in with him in his country. Also thanks to him i also got a powerful good gaming laptop (he knows his computers and choices), and a good phone, so I've also begun my first gaming days. He actually linked me this thread.
Thanks for being missed, I m still here c:
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