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Thinking about all the kids with ASDs and other special needs who will be going back to school tomorrow, and the cold welcome that most of those kids will get from their typical peers.

need to get up in less than 3 hours for an appointment at the "job center", haven't sleept yet nor will i - i am tired as hell and i would love to sleep but i can't, my head is spinning. been thinking about the future a lot for the last few hours.
how would i manage to keep a job longer than a week, when i am not able to manage something like this (same old question).

My foot hurts

Precious days are passing.

Something tells me I'll get a notification from a moderator for spamming myself with massive quote pyramids.

I wore a shirt that turned out to be rather dusty. Guess what my immune system thinks about dust-mite droppings.

went to SAlt meeting. spoke when compelled to by 2 people. was horrified when the first one said i should report back in front of people. did so and it was incomplete. i forgot to talk about the political landscape and difficulties i had. will never speak in front of people again and wont make eye contact for long time. hope theyve learnt their lesson.

today i had to do deliveries myself because my driver (that would normally do the deliveries today) very much wanted a day off because his wife was having a baby. i decided that it would be good for me to do the run because i am in a routine where i wake up at 11 am, and and i do no physical exercise.
i found it easy, and i was quite happy that i got a muscular workout without having to pay a driver anything.

when i got to maroubra however, i was set upon by children, and they swarmed over me. they always do when i go there.

there was a group of boys aged between i guess 11 to 13 who all flocked to my truck when i parked, and i had trouble getting rid of them. the truck i drove was my cadbury truck, and it is purple (i bought it from cadbury's) and it has the cadbury logo on it, and they all thought i had chocolates in the truck.

boy 1: oh wow are they all chocolates? can we have some?
me: no they (the boxes) are frozen chips.
boy 2: huh? but the truck says cadb...
me: i bought the truck from cadbury and i have not wiped the sign off.
boy 3: well can we have some chips?
me: well... if you want to eat them frozen and uncooked....
boy 1: ok (unexpected reply)
me: hmmm well i am delivering them to that shop, so what you should do is ask them to give you some uncooked frozen chips.
boy 2: ok we will. will they give them to us for free?

i realized i had to get rid of those kids quickly because they were starting to swarm over me

me: ask them after i am gone ok?
boy 2: why?

i started to realize they were outwitting me and i had to be a bit rude.

me: because they are not allowed to sell my chips uncooked if i see them doing so. if they sell my chips while still frozen, then i must stop selling to them due to hygiene reasons, and you will not be able to buy hot chips from that shop any more.

boy 3: just sell us the chips so we can take them home so mum can cook them then.

me: can your mum cook 600 kg of chips per day?!?! if not then to sell to your mum is not a good idea.


then they all wanted to help me to deliver the chips to the shop and they jumped into the back of the truck and started laboring with the boxes, and i told them "stop now!! ! get out of the truck. i am not going to pay you for your help so you will gain nothing by helping me!! please go away! i am not going to give you free chips ok?!? just go away!! !"

an older child of about 16 years old saw sense and he rallied them to his command to get out of the truck and they all went away, but one of them wrote "unit" inside my truck with an orange marker before they did.

i hate maroubra because the kids there are so bold and difficult to avoid.

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The way that my older friend has been acting. "Oh, you still have your tree out." I go out of my way to do something nice for her and she says that, because she think that everybody should pack Christmas up before New Years Day because she hates Christmas. I told her that I like to transition at my own pace and that Christmas is a personal thing that's different for each person.

no matter how hard one tries, they can only scrawl their life in the sand at the shoreline, and it will be obliterated by the next wave.
waves are endless and my life is once.

ah so it's not just london kids that are over-cheeky little swines


i can never get the hang of telling when someones being fake or not. theyre always nice to someones face, but as soon as they leave turn around and b***h to me or roll their eyes. i have to try to hide my shock/confusion. or sometimes i don't bother and just say woah you're so two-faced and laugh. sheesh.

My mom is singing Justin Bieber songs at the top of her lungs

It was the first day back in College and it was so windy, wet and hail was pelting my face as I was walking there plus I had to walk through a large puddle that could've been mistaken for a small pool.

Headaches. Grr. Had this one for way too long; it doesn't seem to be going away.

Grumble Grumble!

I couldn't fall asleep until a little after 6am. And once I did I slept until 3PM

i missed the majority of a docu' about king george and queen mary

My sister, she just doesn't ever stop talking about herself, even when we are visiting our ill mum in hospital. When there was a moments silence, she started to explain to the doctors how to treat my mum. She would tell a heart surgeon how to do a bypass. Its amazing, she just knows stuff, even though she has hardly read a book or a webpage in her life.