I wish we were just friends.
With every problem I had, you 'apparently' had it, but 50X worse. In order to make yourself feel good, you said mean things about others... including MY friends. Yes, I have A LOT more guy friends now that you're gone, and to be honest? I don't care what you have to say any more. I'm so glad that you let me go, because now I feel free and able to FINALLY concentrate on the important things in life; oh, and thank-you for crying while you were explaining to me why you were dumping me- at least now I know that you'd be PERFECT for that acting school that you're going to.
Okay... yes, these are words of anger, but I loved you- a lot. It's hard for me to let you go, and I can't bring myself to delete you out of my computer, phone, Facebook; do I have to? Have you?
If you ever found this, there's a thin chance that you'll know it's me- you have Aspergers, so are you a member here? Do you know that I'm a member here? Is any part of your family a member here?
If you do know that it's me, then please ring me to say hello because I haven't heard your voice in a while... I wish that you didn't have to move, but if you were to ask me out again, I wouldn't know what to say... third time's a charm?
I was speaking to one of our friends today, and he said that you played me over, that I deserved better than you- mind you though, everyone thought that, but at the time, I certainly didn't.
I still stand by what I said- "You were the best thing that has ever happened to me."
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EQ: 8/60|| AS: 172 of 200|| NT: 30 of 200|| AQ: 47 of 50|| You are very likely an Aspie.
Society think's I'm crazy...
That's not what the voices in my head say.
Don't ever call me normal, or I will bite you to prove you wrong.