Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Can.Not.Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

My sister came over today.

Not well. Really not well. Both ends. Been in bed. What day is it?

Mother having a LOUD LOUD LOUD conversation on the phone. Why do people feel the need to shout over the phone?

TV set is LOUD LOUD LOUD. It's bad enough that my parents listen to the TV at a ridiculously loud volume when they're paying attention to it, but why do they need it so loud, or turned on at all, when they're on the phone? There have actually been situations in which one of my parents was on the phone, I walked over and turned the TV down, and while still talking on the phone, they picked up the remote and turned it back up again. Someone explain that to me.

And there's apparently an orgy going on in the apartment upstairs which consists of approximately 56 giraffes. There's simply no other explanation for the LOUD LOUD LOUD stomping around.

In summary, the sounds around me are giving me sensory overload. My nerves are beyond shaky and I'm going out of my goddamned mind. This is one of those days in which I wish I were completely deaf.

Chili cheese fries and an entire Symphony chocolate bar.




I just woke up.

My parents woke me up and yelled at me.

Hmm, I'm pretty sure the only thing that will fix me is if I go on a long bike ride...sort of like a long walk, but less effort.

That's if I even have the energy for that.

I'm in an affectionate mood & I have no partner to cuddle with I really do NEED a girlfriend

Oh?



Well...



Yes?

Teens hanging around my area in the afternoon swearing their heads off.

Oh?



Well...



Yes?





Moreso than that, I can't find an apartment...I don't even know if I'm admitted, it's 12 days away. I HATE MY LIFE.

A bit overdramatic? Well this conflict affects the the one above as well as my weight, mental sanity, and future. Hmmmmmmmm, and I have executive dysfunction, so I can't get anything done. my parents say I'm lazy...but every time I try, I screw it up...added onto this list...trying to get my transcripts the 2nd time. (my dad got them eventually) and trying to get an apartment.

I basically fail at life and I wouldn't be surprised if I'm still 30 and living in my room at home.

I'll probably be one of the few girls to which that happened to. At least it will prove my boyishness.

I am also sore and need new running shoes and am risking running tonight with the old ones because I need to run....I DO NOT want to get injured again.


OH, and Executive dysfunction:
Executive dysfunction appears to consistently involve disruptions in task-oriented behavior, which requires executive control in the inhibition of habitual responses and goal activation Impairments in set shifting ability are a notable feature of executive dysfunction; set shifting is the cognitive ability to dynamically change focus between points of fixation based on changing goals and environmental stimuli. This offers a parsimonious explanation for the common occurrence of impulsive, hyperactive, disorganized, and aggressive behaviour in clinical patients with executive dysfunction

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Executive_dysfunction

My cat spilled a glass of orange juice into my computer and shorted out my graphics card. $150 down the drain. Fortunetly I think the rest of the computer is okay.

I'm bored and wish I could just go to bed. Unfortunately, I'm wide awake. With nothing to do.

I was unhappy that i lost my cell phone charger, again, and nearly tore the house apart looking for it. that and my old PC is dying and taking up room in the computer room, and the whole house is a mess, and I have to keep an eye on the new cat, but I think I could work with it.

My eyes are dry to the point of the dryness being visible to others. Even the usual water isn't doing its job properly.

Does anyone in your house wear contacts? Because contact solution is like heaven for dry eyes. It's better than water. I've been wearing contacts for 4 years....I know.

Why are they dry? Have you tried different eye drops? My sister has dry eye but the eye drops never worked as it turned out to be MGD Meibam Gland Disfunction, and not tear ducts, and so eye drops needed to be lipid based to strengthen the tear film.

My bedroom light burned out and we don't have the kind of bulb that goes in it and my mother doesn't want to go to the store to get new bulbs.

She knows I won't sleep in the dark and haven't done so for 16+ years yet seems to think I'll just sleep in the dark in my bedroom tonight. I won't.

There is no room to put a lamp anywhere in my room and I don't know if my light can take different bulbs and I just want it the way it was with no change.

Edit: We went out and got new bulbs. Now I'll be able to sleep in my room tonight.

Last edited by hanyo on 06 Jan 2012, 2:30 pm, edited 1 time in total.