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If only I could find a nightshift job...

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Last night I caught three mice in kitchen, all in the same trap. They were all alive and unharmed.

(three live mice, three live mice)

it was after 9 pm when I discovered them. It was much too cold and dark out for me to take them out and set them free, so I left them in the trap for the night. There are air holes in it so they wouldn't suffocate, although I wished I had a small cage or something to put them in. Today it was still very cold and dreary out but I took them to a field and released them. They didn't even try to escape at first when I opened the lid, they hid inside the trap and I had to turn it upside down to make them leave.

I do feel good about sparing three little mousey lives, but I wonder if it was really worth the effort. Especially if I catch more and have to do it all over again.

I've been trying to eat more lately because I feel really, really tired all of the time and I've been rapidly losing weight. I feel really sick because of it though and so far I still can't eat much more than I was eating before.

I just tasted real coffee.

Not instant, no sugar, no creamer, no additives yet doesn't taste bitter or flat flavored and has it's own flavors of sweetness black coffee.

I like it.
It gave me jitters and made me up at 2am when I have work the next day, but I like it.

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I've been very busy making stuff to sell at the upcoming craft fair that one of my friends and I are going to. I've been thinking of all of you as I have my nose to the grindstone.

It has taken more than a year to get needed dental services to two clients.

Left side of my head hurts for no apparent reason.

It's been quite some time now.

But why do I even have this headache at all? It started during adolescence. It comes and goes for no apparent reason.

It didn't mattered if it wasn't sensory overload or chronic rhinitis... Or whatever food I ate. Or did at all.

It just happens.

Maybe this is the reason why my head is screwed somewhere.

It's the same spot where when it felt really light and awake, all my abilities are there for me to consciously access.
It's also the same spot where it felt block meant I couldn't access whatever mattered in functioning and feel like myself.

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I'm triggered and gaslit because of four different people ABCD.
I'm taking those triggers out on the people, in all different directions.
A to D, C to B, D to B, B to A etc.
I need to get my shite together and deal with each person properly.

Now that ive calmed down with wishing the whole hunan race would go extinct i feel like the biggest of all stupid jerks...

There are times that I feel that I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place in this community, because I'm a republican who also happens to be trans and I have a love for Germany.

My friend's other friends are.. So unlikable. Did my best to fake liking them but just ugh.. So many bad jokes, overly familiar talking style, asking if i am married and why not (?)

Erm i Just met you why are you asking such a personal question? Wtf.

5 days early on cycle.

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Having a hibachi dinner with my family.

I'm doing my chores. All of them.

It's 1AM.
My day job is 6 hours away.

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Possibly getting a free, used piano.

I noticed there are all sorts of mid-century upright pianos for free, in my local classifieds.
I know nothing about pianos and don't play, but the kids play and I might be interested.
We have lots of keyboards and digital pianos so maybe I'll try them, and give it some thought.
Actually, we have an organ in storage too ...

I'd have to get the piano moved professionally but that shouldn't be a problem.

Every time I search for anything on Google now I feel like I'm living under the CCP's censorship laws...