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I hope you get through, Fairfield.

Me and my friend so far have both found 3 different dudes cute. I love being able to talk about guys with them. It's also funny because our taste in men is like, the exact same. lmao

Friendship goals. /hj

If only there's a real way for me to recall the contrast...

Recalling the contrast of states is what really motivates me to try and change.
Yes, it's a very ironic thing to say as an autistic -- in which when autistics tend to hold onto being the same states.

... Whereas I'm questioning the states I'm normalized and perpetuated over.

But why did it took me years?
There are so many factors. One of which is the inane contrast of not having a secured physical space of my own.

I can't really detect any contrasts when I spent so much of my life in a place where I cannot control a space.
No time to reflect and observe -- 'just accept' because 'we don't have enough'.


There's no continuity.
There's no pattern.

That's how it is for me at all, merely because no one's listening to leave me be.

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I think I've aged 5 years in the last 6 months.

There is no great reason for dena or any of the other lil dipshits just "had" to say "huh" and "what" instead of "excuse me ". It would not have injured them to say "excuse me"

For a long time I have been trying and failing to get over the way Kayla bitchs slaves had the nerve to treat me like a juvenile delinquent. But some things can't be forgiven. It's the concept

This is the second time 4 years a doctor cancelled an appointment on me. Cancelled it not even two hours ahead of time.

I just want to have fun, s**t

Decomposing

I just realized that I don't get to see the cute maintenence guy at work today because I'm staying home. Birthday, ruined. /j

A simple dilemma.

One that I may answer the next day.

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Glutes.

Whether to reach out in a PM and appear nosy, but you are just trying to care.
Or
Do nothing and appear that you don't care.

^ Always reach out. Hopefully the other person will see it's because you care. They may even be relieved that somebody reached out.

Can't sleep.
No thanks to the sneezing.


Hm.
I would have to buy a stock or so of dehumidifier boxes so this won't happen again.

I'm willing to break my savings for it and maintain at least 2 extra boxes.
Could care less if 500g worth of it only lasts for 2 weeks -- and this isn't even the wet season yet.

There are only soaked beads left. Current room humidity is at 50s instead of 35-40s.

And, next month or so, a functioning room thermometer to accompany the hygrometer.


It's past 1am and my work starts at 7am.

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I need to get better at drafting. Having a bad fast car doesn't mean much when 5 cars blow by like a freight train because they're all drafting.

I love when people see me pick up and move the 40-50 pound hanger boxes at work, especially guys. They always are surprised that I can lift them because I'm so small and it's really funny.

I lack the courage to open the package.