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How Raleigh makes cheese on toast in the air fryer without the cheese being sucked into the vortex and melting to the sides of the air fryer.

wishing for death.

I got to sort net bags and mop heads by myself at work because the compressor and washers were down, so we couldn't do my normal job. I like that one of my managers always asks me to help out with different things.

I procrastinated & put off doing everything I should have been doing. I've been very lazy for quite a while now. I'll do most anything except the work I need to do. I might be experiencing a burnout or shutdown due to various stress but being lazy is making it worse. I was a very hard worker when I was working & almost never goofed off but it's always been extremely difficult for me to do work at home.

These days I'll often feel bad physically when I really try doing a bit of work or I'll feel bad before I even get started & then I'll barely do any of the work. Sometimes I'll feel dizzy or lightheaded, or I'll get a bad back ache, or my feet hurt after a bit, or my allergies might be really bad, or my head might hurt, or I'll have some combo. There is probably a physiological component to that.

However I also often have bad hot flashes, sweat easily, & also get cold chills even when I'm doing mostly nothing & not planning on doing anything like I could just be relaxing watching TV or something. I feel like I'm having a high fever but the thermometers never register a fever & it usually passes after a bit. I don't think the sweating & hot & cold flashes are psychological but I don't have much of a clue about what's going on. I tried doing Google searches & I can rule out most all the causes I read about except hormones. I'm on meds that affect my hormones for various reasons & I really don't want to change that so if they're a factor I'll need to figure out how to manage the flashes & sweating without affecting my hormones.






I could spend all day in my underwear wathing Ernest Goes To Camp

today i am going to play touhou and pretend i'm not depressed

Wondering if I should playing a new computer game?

Sometimes you realise something that absolutely blows your mind.

I don't know whether it's a eureka moment or a jump off the top of a tall building moment.

There is a panther caught on our game cameras, probably just passing through. But exciting.

Must be careful, as I almost passed out from the heat.

I hate the fact that I am so desperate for attention that I let people use me and mess with me. Why do I keep doing this.

Someone hit the bully at work yesterday. The bully had what was coming to him but the man who hit him got suspended and will probably get fired. While it's immoral to hit someone and I know that hitting isn't the answer, it's still hard to sympathise with the bully, especially after being warned about his behaviour twice and yet still carrying on bullying. So I'm so glad this happened, although it probably hasn't knocked any sense into him, he's most probably secretly glad it happened so that he can have everyone feeling sorry for him - even though most people have said the same thing: "He deserved it!" But I suppose the socially appropriate thing to do is to offer the bully sympathy and try not to let him know you took the suspended man's side.
It all escalated from what sounded like a minor thing but it probably wasn't the minor thing that made him hit the bully, it's probably the way the bully backtalked that really triggered the suspended guy's anger on him, anger that has been building up for a while. If he had hit someone who didn't deserve it, like one of the nice gentlemen there, then I would have been upset, but because this young man is a bully it just kind of feels right that he got his comeuppance even though hitting is morally wrong.