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08 Mar 2023, 12:22 pm

^ Not on WP you're not. Come and play with us on games and L&D.

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08 Mar 2023, 1:18 pm

I feel super frustrated and overwhelmed. I'm trying to not have a meltdown at work.

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08 Mar 2023, 6:17 pm

^ meh. Sorry to hear that. Trying to hang on isn't fun. Or easy. I hope you ended up feeling better or at least the day went (or goes) by fast.

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08 Mar 2023, 6:22 pm

I want to sit and try to write tonight. That's the plan. I'm feeling stuck with this stuff lately and it's starting to irritate me. I know how I want this part of the book to go. It's not like it's some sort of writers block where I'm clueless about where exactly this is going and that's holding me back. I have the guy's voice and mindset figured out. I dunno.

I think it likely comes down to lack of practice. I haven't done much writing since I got covid last spring. Damn brain fog and all didn't do me any favors. Maybe I think it will turn out horribly or I don't know. That sort of thing never bothered me before. I've scrapped several chapters for this thing that haven't done it for me. I'm okay with that. What is my hang up here?

Stupid brain thwarting me from doing things I want to do. F*** it. I'm going to do it anyway and if I hate it, so be it. Worst case, I get some practice in and that can't do anything but be a benefit in the long run.

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08 Mar 2023, 10:53 pm

Got some writing done. I don't especially love it, but it's a decent start. I can work with this and tweak it later.

Beyond that, I have no idea what's up with my middle daughter. She's sending me a bunch of weird shrimp related texts tonight. She knows I'm allergic to the stuff and she's on full blown mock mode right now. I'm gonna get her later. :lol:

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09 Mar 2023, 7:21 am

I really can't p**** out of this. I need to follow through with something for once. jfc

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09 Mar 2023, 7:35 am

How I have 3 music moods.

1. Select Shuffle, then skip forward on practically every song for weeks.
2. Listen to every song on an album on loop for weeks.
3. Listen to one song on endless repeat for weeks.

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09 Mar 2023, 8:45 am

1. Why is Raleigh awake
2. Would Raleigh like some bedtime tea
3. How much energy do I have today?

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09 Mar 2023, 8:58 am

I can feel myself withdrawing. I'm so lonely.

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09 Mar 2023, 9:46 am

IsabellaLinton wrote:

1. Why is Raleigh awake
2. Would Raleigh like some bedtime tea
3. How much energy do I have today?

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Probably more than you think, but who's counting?

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09 Mar 2023, 9:48 am

geisha time it is

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09 Mar 2023, 10:17 am

Readydaer wrote:

I can feel myself withdrawing. I'm so lonely.

I actually do feel like that, as I have no friends in my mundane life from a brutally honest standpoint; which is why I tend to come here to not feel downhearted.

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09 Mar 2023, 10:27 am

IsabellaLinton wrote:

geisha time it is

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09 Mar 2023, 1:41 pm

longshot wrote:

Readydaer wrote:

I can feel myself withdrawing. I'm so lonely.

I actually do feel like that, as I have no friends in my mundane life from a brutally honest standpoint; which is why I tend to come here to not feel downhearted.

I do have ND friends, but I just feel...no connection with them. Other than talking about whatever, essentially none of my interests align with theirs. I'm in a book club and even then I kind of isolate myself. I'm also in a neurodiversity club but it doesn't meet often enough for me to consider it a friend group. I'm a talented fiction writer, but I'm not an author by any means and have no plans to become one, besides eventually publishing my one book. I'm good at playing things by ear on keyboard (and flute? I haven't touched it in a long time) and am an exceedingly quick music learner, but I'm not a prodigy at any instrument! I'm pretty good at video games, but not good enough to make money off of it. My talents are either completely useless in the real world, not talent-y enough to make use of them, or not specially-interested enough to apply myself, and I just want to CONNECT with other girls my age.

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09 Mar 2023, 9:22 pm

I'm almost there, so close!

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10 Mar 2023, 9:37 am

What who did what what what did what?

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