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I keep paraphrasing things I've heard and read.

It's a way for me to try and comprehend stuff, and add to my own personal references to compare it to others.

But to summarize?

Well, I'm practicing. Still not satisfied. But I'm doing it.

And I cannot help the missing details, yet not knowing how it is relevant or irrelevant, how impactful or not.

I cannot help the nagging feeling in my head whenever I reread because of my working memory, and how slow I recall things that would make me see what I've read as 'incomplete' or lacking, or just makes me feel a bit off in almost every retrospect over my own expressions of things.

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she is an angel!

I wish I had a Nordiques jersey that fit me.



This'll do. Huzzah for drunk impulse purchases. I swear I don't need a babysitter.

The end of Lent

Phew. What is that smell?

/\When I was in school the reply to that was,
“ Your upper lip.”

I wonder if me and my boyfriend should book a family fun vacation for the noisy pricks upstairs just so that they won't be there all Easter and we can have a bit of peace.

Yes, I'd even pay to get a bit of peace and quiet.

I was just trying to go and had a 20+ min walk to a grocery store... On late 6pm

Didn't go home right after buying.
Instead I went and literally spent running for over another 40+ mins chasing and taking pictures of this holy week's parade.


Why at night?
It was fricking hot at noon. Hot enough to risk a heat stroke.

Now I got over 40+ photos, 1+ hour worth of workout and some groceries.

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Got a dinner tonight that I’m dreading. Got a work thing due that I’m avoiding. Instead I’m just curled up under a blanket.

I'm going to have a meltdown or panic attack today.

I can hear it knocking.

Today I had abstained from food and drink indulgence.
And I hope that no amount of stress or 'in need of perking up' would put me into that again.

Tomorrow I abstain from mental indulgence of technology.
No more lengthy 'reading sessions'. No more rabbit holes. No more 'filling the boredom gap'.


No browsing for me in the next hour and a few.
So I would have to start listing and writing down what to try and do for the day before the clock strikes 12...

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I keep dealing with writers block and it's bugging me. It's not like there's any pressure here. I'm writing this stuff for my own entertainment, so it's not like I feel some need to make it perfect or hurry up and produce something. I know how I want this part to go, I like it the plan for it, but I can't seem to make it happen. I start it, get going, don't feel like I'm connecting with it, walk away and come back later to repeat that. I'm not sure how to knock this crap off. I'd really like to work on this project, but it's just not working for me. Meh. I'm trying to think of ways to help myself knock it off and get to it.