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17 Apr 2023, 8:21 pm

Twilightprincess wrote:

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I have a week to acquire gloves, a helmet and decent shoes.

Did you get a job in an adult club?

Joined ball hockey. Maybe after I lose some weight other opportunities will follow. :mrgreen:

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17 Apr 2023, 8:22 pm

funeralxempire wrote:

Twilightprincess wrote:

funeralxempire wrote:

I have a week to acquire gloves, a helmet and decent shoes.

Did you get a job in an adult club?

Joined ball hockey. Maybe after I lose some weight other opportunities will follow. :mrgreen:

How much weight do you want to lose?

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17 Apr 2023, 8:23 pm

Getting constantly picked on by people is really lowering my self esteem and making me really depressed. And now I'm getting picked on more because I'm depressed. I'm starting to not give a f**k about anything and am just intentionally half assing everything to save my energy. I don't care what happens at this point.

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17 Apr 2023, 8:27 pm

Twilightprincess wrote:

funeralxempire wrote:

Twilightprincess wrote:

funeralxempire wrote:

I have a week to acquire gloves, a helmet and decent shoes.

Did you get a job in an adult club?

Joined ball hockey. Maybe after I lose some weight other opportunities will follow. :mrgreen:

How much weight do you want to lose?

As much as I can, honestly.

And it's an excuse to slam into people. I like the full contact aspect of the game. It's no fun if I'm not gonna have some bruises afterwards. :mrgreen:

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17 Apr 2023, 8:29 pm

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That cycle is so exhausting. Can you escape the people picking on you?

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17 Apr 2023, 8:29 pm

emotional overeating

since starting testosterone for the second time july 2019, appetite gone haywire. not just microwave. been eating the same thing every day. so worried about health. grocery costs skyrocketing since coronavirus.

have to start cooking.

have to waste less cash, esp on groceries.

have to eat less bread. 12 servings a day way too much.
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wish i joined the military.

40 nothing accomplished.

from minimum wage job to minimum wage job.

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zero "friends".

dena hasn't answered my email. it's been over one f*****g month. maybe she doesn't wanna be my "friend" anymore,

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getting too old to do manual labor. then won't have income. esp since covid, more competition for jobs and governement benefits.

financial collapse

perenium itchy

regret not being more social when i was younger.

gpa too low to be a k-12 schoolteacher

itchy ear, bobby pin, feels like orgasm.

40 never had sex before

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17 Apr 2023, 8:30 pm

Note to self: Don’t play hockey with FXE.

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17 Apr 2023, 8:35 pm

funeralxempire wrote:

Fairfield wrote:

That cycle is so exhausting. Can you escape the people picking on you?

Pretty much like everyone IRL picks on me. I don't mean that to pity myself either, LIKE legit everyone I know does and I don't know why. I'm an easy target for some reason. Everyone feels fine snapping at me and making comments meant to hurt my feelings and doing other mean s**t. It's been like that my entire life, and its part of why I have really bad social anxiety and avoid people because no matter what I do people treat me like s**t w/ no remorse.

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17 Apr 2023, 8:36 pm

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Note to self: Don’t play hockey with FXE.

:lol:

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17 Apr 2023, 8:44 pm

Fairfield wrote:

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That cycle is so exhausting. Can you escape the people picking on you?

I take you at face value when you say it, not like you're exaggerating for pity. I've had periods in my life like that and they're really hard. I still deal with anxiety from those periods and it contributes to a lot of problems I still deal with.

It's frustrating because you're one of those people I legit ask myself who could have a problem with FF, not to make things about my feelings. It triggers that protective instinct like you feel towards a younger sibling, with no outlet to express it.

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17 Apr 2023, 11:37 pm

funeralxempire wrote:

Twilightprincess wrote:

funeralxempire wrote:

Twilightprincess wrote:

funeralxempire wrote:

I have a week to acquire gloves, a helmet and decent shoes.

Did you get a job in an adult club?

Joined ball hockey. Maybe after I lose some weight other opportunities will follow. :mrgreen:

How much weight do you want to lose?

As much as I can, honestly.

And it's an excuse to slam into people. I like the full contact aspect of the game. It's no fun if I'm not gonna have some bruises afterwards. :mrgreen:

Ooohhh!! My son played rep ball hockey and yup, it's intense.
Have fun but don't come whinging to us if you get some big fat owwies. :mrgreen:

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