Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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that's stupid

Job.



Quite very.


Kind of reminds me of another quote.

He was just a little villain. An old-fashioned craftsman, making crimes one-off. The really unforgivable acts
are committed by calm men in beautiful green silk rooms, who deal death wholesale, by the shipload, without lust, or anger, or
desire, or any redeeming emotion to excuse them but cold fear of some pretended future. But the crimes they hope to prevent in
that future are imaginary. The ones they commit in the present-they are real.
- Lois McMaster Bujold.

Having to edit every word I type in Microsoft word. Just to keep some extreme random troll out of my face everywhere I post online. Yes, literally everywhere. Insulting! If it’s my internet search, multi-player game account, my text role-play scene, and my youtube, then the person who should be pleased is me.

Do you use the same username or picture everywhere?

I use it in a few places, but not everywhere. I'm pretty sure a couple of other girls that I never met use the same username.

It might have been better if different usernames were used and revealed only to friends. However, if a troll can track you like that, it might be time to begin requesting IP blocks if they are allowed or possible.

Social anxiety was getting in the way earlier and always finds a way to impact my day.

The rudeness of a clubhouse member who's AS is more pronounced than mine when we couldn't get the van started. I know that she can't help it and I respect my fellow autistic brothers and sisters. I just don't like hearing people sassing off and swearing, whether they're autistic or not.

People are always going to find me strange.

Being sick, mostly. My eyes seem to be particularly bothered. Annoying when I can't open my eyes to see half the time.

A drawing didn't turn out the way I wanted it to. It was supposed to be emotionally-charged, but instead it just looks stupid. Better luck next time, I suppose.

i'm sure it's not so bad idahorose.

i ran the side of the car into a concrete pylon in a parking area and scraped off a whole lotta paint. what happened to my driving? i used to be so good.

chrissyrun wrote:

i know you're pretty much up against a wall here but have you checked out social security and what that's like? it's probably crap but it's always worth trying. if you decide not to go with that then i hope your parents come around.

They won't let me get a job my first semester.





Yep



How does this relate?

I had a nightmare that it snowed last night. The reason that it's a nightmare for me now, is because the part time workers at my company aren't supposed to come into work if it snows.

I woke up too early.

msppedia (Manic Street Preachers wiki) is down, and I feel like throwing a fit, internally.