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I'm meeting my exbf tomorrow, the one I have a house with.

I've made some references to him in the Satire thread, unfortunately, because of strange things he does and says. He's undx ADHD and almost certainly ASD but doesn't have any interest in knowing what ASD is or if he has it. He also has a brain injury to his frontal lobes. Wow I'm not making this sound good.

At one time he was the love of my life. He waxes nostalgic even though we're not a couple. Sometimes he cries either from guilt or from guilting me. It ends up being very exhausting. On top of all that he has hearing problems so I have to repeat everything about five times which makes me really cranky since I'm mute. He shouts because he can't hear and that triggers my misophonia. I usually end up going silent with my hands over my ears.

Fun wow.

Wish me luck.

Thanks! We've been split for over 20 years but we get together once or twice a year.

I just tried to ride and navigate with a wheelchair for the first time just for the heck of it.
Somewhat borrowed it from an elderly relative of my mom's coworker...

In just 6 mins or so, my arms got tired.
And my hands are dirty. Trying to go through a 3 inch gap or/and level on the floor could cause trouble...
.. Unless I'm well practiced in using a wheelchair. And likely also using the right one.

It's also a bit confusing.
I confuse how to go further or turn left and right. I had to mind that turning is in inversed.



Yes, I'm a 27 turning 28 year old woman who can get away with that.
It sort of helps that I do look and act at least a decade younger than I look.

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The trainwreck that is my life.

Resident Evil 4 remake on professional mode or Dead Island 2! What shall I play more of?

I can't help but feel really nervous and intimidated around anyone who is "tall". I'm shorter than average so the height difference is way worse and my little chimpanzee brain just instinctually finds being around people literally twice my size lowkey terrifying. lmaoo

My work before my birthday.

2 weeks of 'management'.
I don't know.

I hope it goes well.
And I really hope 2 weeks is enough for me before I start feeling down due to hormonal changes.


I need to make a system.
A real system. To make it work.

Thankfully the new secretary will show me.
Without her realizing I'm watching her how to use those reminders really well. She happened to like having a system.


I never met anyone using a system.
Not this explicit. And anyone who tried to show me are either too patronizing or done too artificially.

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How fun it would be to roast Justin Trudeau and eat him for dinner. I bet he tastes like lamb. He looks like a lost, little lamb.

I miss my dude.

Like many players, I'm constantly thinking about how to complete the next level or boss, how to improve my character, and how to collect more powerful weapons or armor. Also, I'm constantly thinking about tactics and game strategy, and how to get an advantage over other players. Also, I often think about what new games have come out or are coming out soon, and which ones I'd like to try.

Discovered an electrical fire hazard this morning. I called an electrician to a take a look at it. I can't use any lights in the kitchen nor the basement for the time being.