CockneyRebel wrote:
I'm the most old-fashioned member here. So old-fashioned, I could be branded a N...
I think most of us remember that
that party wouldn't hesitate to put you on a cattle car too, which would probably change where your sympathies lie to actually experience.
Based on your Sweet Pea nature, I'm not sure you're as close to being one of them as you perceive yourself to be. They're pretty objectively the bad guys, not sweet peas. Lots of mostly decent people helped that party do their deeds, and a lot of those people spent the post-war period with a whole lotta guilt over what they chose to support.
You don't seem like the sort of person who wants people to be hurt for who they are or what they believe.
You certainly don't seem like you'd want yourself hurt over who you are.
You seem like you'd feel terribly guilty if your actions contributed to wide-scale atrocities of the sort that party is known for, supposing you didn't end up a victim of those atrocities, because the average member of that party would not see trans people as potential party members.
That party is mostly known for hurting and killing people for who they were and what they believed, including people just like you.
With that in mind, even if you're cosplaying as a member of that party, a lot of people who know you would question if it's actually what you believe, if only because that party wouldn't accept you. It comes off a bit like
Clayton Bigsby.
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