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I’m going to need another shower after this.

how old is save ferris and how do u put a song on here?

Poor gobbo.

When is it going to cool down here?

Heading to Key West for vacation tomorrow. If I ever encounter Robert during the trip, and something happens to me, please send regards to me.

My family is mad at me yet again. Having a hard month, dealing with a lot of changes, executive disfunction is 'no excuse'. It still hurts me , I can't lose the hope of being understood and supported even after all this time.

I can only change my expectations but it always is there lurking.

A rejected suitor said that I had “no personality.” Pffft. I’ve got enough for like 3 people.

^ "you have no personality" is what people with no personality say of others. literal definition of projection ^

It's this oily like feeling. And it's pisses me off since it also feels cottony like.
Then there's some crumbling. And apparently a very punchable thing I just wanna crack open.

And an annoying wall. Or that indicator that says it's empty.

Also there's a tank that has a bold red letters that says 'dangerous: volatile, keep out of flame'.

But there are invisible flames. Like anywhere.
And there's no off light switch. That 'just happens'.

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I've been trying really hard to not isolate myself IRL, but honestly I just want to not interact with anyone and be by myself and sleep most of the time so I don't have to be awake. Being around other people is making me feel worse.

I'm so frustrated because my coworkers keep doing avoidable s**t that keeps breaking the machine. FFS.

I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around the idea that Ma actually sold her house. I get why she did it. I'm glad she's loving the new place. Still, she was there for near 50 years. Wild. Had some crazy times at her place as a kid. Wish she would have told me before she moved. I would have bugged her for one last walk through the place. Ah well, life it is an always changing thing. Cheers to the duplex, lady. May it do ya right.

Honestly, what does all of this mean?

For me? For everyone else?
And why?

...
If the consensus says to drape themselves in a giant blanket of rests, nevermind the gears that spun them in and out, I will let them be.

I will make them be.
They should be.

But the waves -- I wish I can resist.
I want to be above those waves.

Knowing that I want people to follow the waves...
And what does that say about me?

I can all admit that I wanna be that kid who always wakes up very early and sleeps very late, while the rest couldn't.
Not out of joy, not out of pride, but simply be.
Why can't it not be?

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