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Just went through a tirade in my mind against the British and maybe I should write it down it was good

Last week, finally tattled to Human Resources that the day laborers where I work as a Lot Attendant at Home Depot have been calling me "Chino" a lot. Not just one day laborer, a lot of them, and not just one time. Store manager told me to stay out of the "day laborer" area when there are other lot attendants. When I am the only lot attendant I have to push carts in the "day laborer" area. Store Manager and ASDS appeared understanding and friendly, and they did not demand proof or make me redundant. (fine). Store manager told me that if the day laborers tell me a single word, drop everything and tell an ASM or ASDS. But sometimes there is just one manager in the entire building and that one is busy (for example, phone) and can't be bothered or interrupted. Store Manager did the best she could, but due to the situation, her "best" is not really that great. The store manager does not have a "right" to physically force the cops to issue Trespass Warrants.

Emotional eating. 40 years old. Constantly worried, uptight, afraid, anxious. Edgy and s**t. But after starting work at Home Depot 2020, plenty of slaves much fatter than me, such as CXM demisha, SM Cristina, and lot attendant adam and head cashier jim, a lot fatter than me, and that doesn't prevent them from holding a full time job or two part time jobs. And they are standing jobs in retail. Demisha is 2 years younger than me and she said she has a 14 year old daughter. Could not imagine having a 16 year old. Waste time, energy and cash. And how the f**k do those ret*ds earn enough cash to support a family? front end supervisor has at least two children that appear about 10 years old. front end supervisor does not earn much more cash than me. and she has a car, friends, and other ret*d forms of BS. how do they afford it?

been training for backup tool rental the past couple of weeks. paranoid that due to undiagnosed Dyspraxia, nonverbal learning disorder, or any other condition, i will not be able to fix the tools and then get made redundant, s**t. but, nobody has said anything about it thus far. (imposter syndrome). reminds me of the ASVAB. Article 15, dishonorable discharge, brig. age 22, flunked out of structural engineering @ ucsd. even age 40, hugefuck fear of failure.

tattletale tom and lazy boy steve, having sex with the boss. lil dipshits get away with everything. two weeks ago, steve told me that ASM Wanzo texted (not "told", "texted") steve that the cart with concrete goes in the garbage pile next to mcdonalds, not in Receiving. but Supervisor Zulema told me to put it in Receiving. why the f**k does wanzo even have steve's phone number?

home depot official method of communication: grapevine

home depot official dialect: ebonics

s**t

litterbox, bowel obstruction, constipation. litterbox visits take about 10 minutes in the morning, 10 after lunch, and 30 after dinner.

adapt to change

completely overhaul "life"

lonely, alone, wounded, traumatized

overthinking, clinical depression, anxiety

library account five weeks away from getting sent to Collections, then unwanted phone calls, then lower credit score

I'll keep it short.

The "Career" i have right now is something i utterly despise, So I'm currently working on a battle plan to leave.
Mentally, Financially and of course, skill training.

(Will update this later.)

Good luck.

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Speaking of jobs, I think it should be a requirement for job postings to list the salary. None of this 'competitive pay' or 'What are your salary expectations?' Just, tell me how much the job pays. Please.

@Lost_dragon

No joke, that is so tiring. I'm guessing they do that to hide behind ambiguity, like most corporations do.

"(im looking at you, indeed."

'Competitive pay' is code for 'the least we'll get away with paying you'.

At work they're trying to find new members for a "safety team". I can't really explain what it is, but it sounds like you have to become a huge nark. I seemed unsure about it and my assistant manager mentioned that I'd get to work with the maintenence guys a bit, and learn how machines are supposed to be operated (which I think he mentioned on purpose to entice me lmaoo) and now I'm considering it...

^ Maintenance guys

Why the winky face I think my autism is acting up

^The winky face was to denote a job with perks my ASD is always acting up.

OH lmao yeah getting to have an excuse to work with them would be hella cool

^ Now we are on the same page

I should make my avatar Toon Link or Wolf Link again.

We need Chimp Link.

WAIT there's f****n' monkeys in Twilight Princess. I don't want to have to go on my computer to change my icon, but now I want my icon as one of the monkeys. lmao

I am 100% monkey-free.