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I feel I can't point out if someone here is calling me something nasty because they'd just say "you're doing it again! I was not talking about you!" But how do I know? Anyone can say that but still be referring to me if they hold that specific thing against me, for example, 'racist'. I've just got to shut up and let them get on with it.

It's still so HOT. Ugh.

Neighbors dogs in my backyard

Sister had the nerve to threaten to sell the house I live in. Paranoid of homelessness. Only earn minimum wage and too exhausted for a second job

Department Supervisors Sadiq and hai don't speak English but home Depot hired them anyways

"If you can't beat them join them"

"Thin line between love and hate"

Failing to move forward is better than successfully moving backwards

Bowel obstruction

Annoying customers, coworkers and day laborers

Wasted too much cash on grub

Expand comfort zone

Adapt to change

One of my cousins is getting married in October. I need to get some new shoes for the occasion.

I'm 31 years old and I'm still not an Uncle yet.

Sitting in the doctors waiting-room surrounded by babies and toddlers, on edge in case one of them starts howling or having a tantrum or start toddling around me and touching me at any minute. It's like sitting among wild animals that unpredictably may pounce or make a sudden noise any minute without reason or warning.

I feel sick and want to stay home, but I can't or I'll get fired.

Is my 'time' over?
Am I going to unintentionally ruin my life again?

...

Do I have to up my own dose of coping?
Can I still afford it?

Is the so called healthier alternative NOT going to ruin it all again, for "feeling safe" then damn subconscious screwing it all over again??


I just hope this heavy feeling meant going mindful and forgiving, not going onto a slippery road of emotional bouts and becoming this unwanted person.

I hate that slippery impulsive and insensitive crap that happens around ovulating. It's fricking deceptive.

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There's an error message we get on my machine at work all the time when the conveyor gets stopped and that prevents the furnace from working (I have no idea how that correlates or whats getting tripped don't ask me lol), and I'm not supposed to "fix" it because they have to open an electrical panel and reset something, but I am honestly so f*****g tired of frustratingly watching different maintenance dudes scratch their heads for 10 minutes until they get 1 of the 2-3 guys that will remember what to do to fix it, and then do what I just told them to f*****g do and they ignored 5 times. I am so tempted to just fix it myself next time because it takes 5 seconds, and if no one saw me they'd never know. My autistic brain hasn't let me do it yet because the maintenance supervisor said no, but next time I'm doing it and if I get caught I'll just accept getting in trouble for it. It's not my fault a stupid ass unskilled minimum wage worker is more observant and has better memory than half your coworkers do. lmaooo

I feel like that's happening because something is going out/broken though since that didn't happen ever for the first like 10 months I was working there, and if it finally straight up broke when I tried to fix it I'd get in a huge amount of trouble with my managers and get blamed for it.

I enjoy wearing earplugs but...

One, my ear swells. Because, stupid humidity.
And stupid sneezing fits messing with my ears.

Two, is there a kiddie version of eartips?
My small regular sized ones are still a bit tight. The best I got so far is getting ones made softer material. Or maybe I should try foam eartips...

Three, in which is the reason why I'm ranting a bit from all the above; this budding symptom that resembles like swimmer's ear after less than day 20 of enjoying it...
Despite not swimming regularly at all. Another problem is that I also sweat a bit plenty.


I would want to be able to wear those earplugs. Without stupid repercussions.

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i stopped taking my meds...if you see me acting psychotic please let me know

What to eat for lunch.

So much to do, so little time.

Seriously feeling an approaching possible meltdown.
If a family member doesn't leave soon, this could turn ugly.
They stopped my toilet up, it overflowed.
They knew better.
It’s still stopped up and I had to cut a trail to the old outhouse.
I’m sitting on the porch seething and thinking violent thoughts.
Like just jumping on them and kicking their ass while they are asleep.Rude awakening MF.
Low, I know, but I’m really mad.

I hate it when other people are staying in my home, even if they are wonderful people and I love them.

So, I get it.

Do you have dogs? I remember one piece of advice is to let your guests see you "wash" the dishes, by letting the dog lick the plates clean and then putting them away in the cupboards.

Hang in there. They will go away.

^ That's a good one. I have lots of other ideas but probably not suited here as they are illegal.