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It's not like I think it's going to get taken down, I'm just displeased with what it turned into, but maybe also don't b***h at me for not being exactly happy with what it immediately turned into.

Last edited by Cornflake on 04 Jul 2023, 1:03 pm, edited 1 time in total.: Removed a personal attack

It's clear you're having a tough time of it so we'll just leave it. No hard feelings on my part.

I don’t like who I’ve become and I don’t know how to change. I have good intentions but I never follow through.
I’m tired of being alone but lack the courage to make any meaningful changes in my life.
I feel doomed and wish I could just die without any pain.

I'm not really into nannying people.

I mean once a person has made a decision to do something I'd rather support them through it than beat them around the head with it.

I refuse to be made to feel like a f*****g twat for being like this.

Ass kale.

brandy and floof

I'm staying over at my parent's place and I forgot to bring my sleeping meds. Typically I end up staying awake all night without my meds, hopefully I can fall asleep at some point

The magpies have woken up and started screaming, I think I've passed the point where I could have gotten any sleep

I can't wait until my new toilet seat comes. I can't have a decent sh*t sitting on the porcelain.

A need to continue paying tuition that I still owe my school.

Completely overhaul my "life"

Entire worthless corpse rapidly getting much physically weaker and slower. Not just bench press. Bladder and intestines too

Adapt to change

"Thin line between love and hate"

Chop wood and carry water

Stay calm

Zero sum game

"You win some you lose some"

_______________________________

Today some ass hole had the nerve to kick the litterbox door. The door did not open but it scared the s**t out of my worthless corpse. Home Depot should make all the litter boxes "employee only". Then the ass hole was screaming and laughing with someone in a different stall. Something about "casa". Usually at the same time every work day, I take a bowel movement. The customers don't come to home Depot frequently enough to keep track of my litterbox habits. The day laborers come every day, all day and there are a lot of them. Paranoid that the ass hole that had the nerve to kick the door was a day laborer. Feel so vulnerable and fragile. Zero protection and zero safety. Idiots can do whatever they want to me and get away with it. While I get f****d over even for things I didn't even do

Walgreens litterbox changed codes a couple of weeks ago. They did not have lentil salad today. Or cheese sandwich rolls. But the black pepper artisan bread was good enough

Tattletale tom had the nerve to bark at me for walking right past two shopping carts. But the manager told me not to go to that part of the parking lot because some day laborers were calling me "chino". (That makes sense, is correct and justified. But it is not good enough because the day laborers don't have a "day laborers area". They could go anywhere in the parking lot.).

A lot of spiders, ants and flies in my pigpen. (Gross)

The city is doing road work near me. Yesterday a worker came to my door saying they found a messed up water pipe that's needing repairs and that my water will be off today. They were supposed to have it shut off by 7am and back on by 3pm. I still have water and wonder when they'll get around to shutting it off.

I'm dripping in sweat. That's what happens when you eat hot soup whilst I'm on an exercise bike.

FREEEEEEEDOM





https://youtu.be/FaEjDk3lgcI

I'm in the mood to watch Vertigo.

I have no idea if I took my Vyvanse.
If not, I'll be asleep soon.
If yes, I'll be up another 15 hours or so.