Joined: 25 Jan 2023 Age: 24 Gender: Male Posts: 1,619
28 Jul 2023, 7:32 pm
Recidivist wrote:
^^
After the maintenence supervisor talked to my aunt + heard I want to be a trainee they've been letting me help them a lot more + they keep teaching me things. I'm still so f*****g ecstatic about it. Also yes, I do get to hang around the 2 dudes I find cute, which is a plus, but I'm becoming less thirsty the more I get to actually interact with them. lmao
Joined: 29 Oct 2011 Gender: Female Posts: 12,779 Location: ᜆᜄᜎᜓᜄ᜔
28 Jul 2023, 10:02 pm
"Be polite, do not scare and not be arrogant" is not an actionable statement. "Talk softly, say please and thank you, do not glare and make sudden impulsive movements" is an actionable statement.
Joined: 14 Jan 2018 Gender: Male Posts: 5,503 Location: UK
29 Jul 2023, 5:06 am
Nothing much, just feeling all the worst bits of this condition squared, as it were. Irrational annoyances bubbling away on the surface while the root cause, at this point, obscured by too many layers of inaccurate thought.
Joined: 29 Oct 2011 Gender: Female Posts: 12,779 Location: ᜆᜄᜎᜓᜄ᜔
29 Jul 2023, 7:49 am
Just the cold. Feeling cold. And this... Melancholic like coldness...
It's this sensation again; it's like looking down from a very high place, feeling sad, longing for something...
It is strange. This past year, I never seem to struggle with cold showers anymore despite not taking it often. It's not a 'practice', but something else entirely.
If only I could grasp it... Name it, capture it...
Joined: 20 Feb 2013 Age: 52 Gender: Female Posts: 1,394 Location: England
29 Jul 2023, 1:41 pm
wearing high heel boots are not the ideal shoes to go to the woods in but then again my husband and his friend didnt tell me we were going to be going in woods
_________________ Have diagnosis of autism. Have a neurotypical son.
Joined: 25 Jan 2023 Age: 24 Gender: Male Posts: 1,619
29 Jul 2023, 2:53 pm
I think there might be a cat in the crawlspace under our (hot as f**k) trailer. I kept hearing weird noises and I heard metal clang once and was super confused until I heard an unfamiliar, pitiful "MOW..." from under the floor. I opened up 2 side panels and put cat food + water right in the openings to lure it out, or at least give it some water and nutrition if it won't leave. I really don't want to have to go under there because of the incident with the possum, I'm inside listening and hoping it just leaves. I can't see it with a flashlight or anything. If I keep hearing it and it doesn't leave I'll have to go under there and get it which I'm dreading. I'm hoping me frantically yelling "DON'T WORRY KITTY I GOT YOU BABY" and running around the house as I looked for the cat stuff scared it off. LMAOOO
Joined: 25 Jan 2023 Age: 24 Gender: Male Posts: 1,619
29 Jul 2023, 3:04 pm
IsabellaLinton wrote:
Can you call animal services? It should be free.
If it doesn't leave I'll tell my aunt and ask her if I can do that. I don't want the cat to die because that'd be really upsetting + I don't want to deal with that either...
Joined: 25 Jan 2023 Age: 24 Gender: Male Posts: 1,619
29 Jul 2023, 3:10 pm
I think I know which cat it is because there are two cats that hang in our yard. Little dude just needs to get his orange or white little butt out. I think I've heard him under our house before. I can see where he went in and he can get out (it's where my aunts cat hid under the house when she got out). The only reason I can think he would be meowing is if he's stuck though, which is why I freaked out because it's hot and from where he meowed he's WAY too far in there from where I can get in, and since I can't see him he must he hiding up in insulation or something.
Joined: 29 Oct 2011 Gender: Female Posts: 12,779 Location: ᜆᜄᜎᜓᜄ᜔
30 Jul 2023, 4:02 am
Somewhat anxious. Having to leave my room unlocked.
Praying there's no breech of privacy. Quite paranoid.
One little sign, I'd ought to digitize everything and burn all physical evidences of anything I wrote. Better since I found that notebooks do not work well with me after all years of the trials and errors. I'm "ready" or so my head thinks.
Just one little push... My mind will make a very disproportionate retribution, very prepared for it.