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Having a little R&R or as I call it: Root Beer & Relax.

I bought a thing of 20 miso soup packets and it's taking all my willpower to not just eat them all. I love miso soup. lol

^ I know how you feel.
Those Misos wouldn't stand a chance.

Means to finality

Identity theft and indirect fallout

Have to come up with something to look forward to doing

Worried about getting made redundant

Emotional overeating

Tattletale tom

Have not seen Josh from work for a couple of weeks

Colostomy bag

My sister said she is going to buy a house and put a "shed" in the backyard for me to live in. Paranoid the shed wont have indoor plumbing or electricity or heating but WTF ever because I don't have any better prospects

Back pain

Just read and read and read until I'm overwhelmed by processing words and as to why I even do that -- it's an addiction.

A fixation, an obsession, a distraction; not a special interest. How like smoking feels and tastes like crap yet smokers still do it.

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Blood Meridian really isn't as brutal as they say. Either I'm desensitized to this sort of thing, it's been hyped up too much, or I haven't gotten to the horrid parts yet

People never clarify nor elaborate the meaning of humbleness.

People never tell me to feel honored, they tell me to put myself into the ground.

People never elaborate the difference between "accept the fact that you're the f*****g loser, you ungrateful s**t" from "do remember and value what you receive and actually use them wisely".

Like how people cannot tell the difference between executive dysfunction from laziness.


I understand honoring.
But not 'humbling'. The definitions of humility that I receive is of submission and self deprecation.
People never clarify.

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Get back to where you once belonged.

Touhou Project.

brain is under [metaphorical] mental health maintenance check and I am uncovering a surprising amount

I just had one of the worst and best DbD experiences ever. I came across the most troll-y, annoying survivor ever that was body blocking me from doing s**t and wouldn't unhook me (even clicking her flashlight at me and spamming the "unhook" animation to tease me). The killer saw them though and started tunneling them + ignoring me after he realized I was trying to kill myself on hook over it to get the match over faster. I ended up helping him by body blocking her, leading him to her, and refusing to unhook her (how does it feel to get "unhook" spammed, b***h). I was laughing so hard, it was so funny.

I get to go watch a 'family member' play some music tomorrow. Haven't seen her in ages. Despite wanting a day to hide at home, I'm still glad to be able to go tomorrow. Hoping that I'll be able to stick around and watch for a bit and not have to go run off and hide in a car or something. Think there's some apprehension or something here. Still, I want to be able to watch her for a bit at least so I will try my best to make it through her set.

I ordered a knock-off Saw pig mask for Halloween (I can't find the legit one anywhere). It looks a bit cooler than the legit one though. I'm excited to get it.

Oh my.
What had I gotten myself into this time?
And I'm laughing out loud at the situation.


I found myself at some laws and bill drafting an ND relevant law, from group chat with an informal invitation from a group member that explicitly said 'yes'.

It's composed of autistics, professionals and parents.
And got away with it even after confrontation.


Another story for another time. I can tell it all about it here someday.
But not now -- I would had to see this through first.

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