Its a little hard to say as i have never experienced someone else's consciousness but being an individual that has literally been an observer my entire life and not fall foul to the sheep mentality of agreeing with something/somebody just to fit into that social circle i have in effect formed my own individual views on the world based on facts and not social pressure... Hence i think why some people like talking to me to get an opinion as i will not tell them so much what they want to hear or what society expects but a view point based on my own personal observations and experiences...
I also have a very deep level of thinking to most and seems obvious in conversations at times that some people dont like to hear truths and are happy living a somewhat illusion lifestyle not wanting to really know whats happening around them, in essence, living the NT bubble.. I can also be good in situations that some people fall foul to emotionally, for instance my time with the coastguard, as soon as my pager went i would be focused on the job without emotion getting in the way of tasks only to watch some individuals running round like headless chickens because they were unable to deal with certain situations, which in itself is a little ironic because as soon as you take me away from that job, im a general wreck socially! lol. However i was good at my job and knew what to do and to me that is a strength especially when peoples lives are on the line and every second counts...
I have a very deep appreciation for life, people and humanity and can see from an observational point of view how far down the girgler humanity is going... If i wasn't on the spectrum i dont think i would have the varied interests that i have which i enjoy... I hate the constant feeling that that my heart has been wrenched out and that never goes away, just differs in intensity depending on the situation and the fact i have no real close friends to pop round and chill with but i am starting to feel ok with that now and have realized i was taught the importance of social interaction from a young age and therefore became somewhat obsessed with trying to fit in and please everyone!. Now that i understand myself a little better this pressure doesn't control my life as it used to, it still is very hard but i have come to appreciate my time without as much guilt.
I like how i can sit on certain projects and not stop till its done while others have to go out for lunch breaks or breaks in general, when i am focused im pretty damned focused 
I still have a number of difficulties but i have forgiven myself for many areas where in essence i never really needed to forgive myself i just needed tot realise i was a unique human being that doesn't fit in with the sheeple..
I understand pain and dont like to see people feel that pain also so will often happily listen to them without prejudice while their 'friends' sit near by and tell them to 'get over it' or toughen up etc grrrrr.
I like being different despite the hardships that often come with it. It is who i am and i know no different so all i can do is work on accepting myself more and try not to worry or listen to how others think i should lead my life!
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