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I think I'm becoming more autistic with age.

I think I might be having a heart attack.

I'm serious.

I just took my blood thinners and BP meds.

I'm going to read symptoms online and then call for help if it doesn't stop.

For a while it was getting really bad.
Felt like I'd swallowed glass in my left lung / heart.
Plus a muscle spasm in that area, so I couldn't move much.

It's been about 30 mins and it's getting much better.
The blood thinners really helped.

I almost feel normal now.
No jokes lol ^

I didn't google. I didn't want to freak out.

Hope you're OK IL.

Good, that sounds much better.

Just lay down for a while and take it easy.

Thanks.
I think that's the ticket.
Drinking lots of water too.

Back on the job search hamster wheel again. I wonder if my case worker is afraid to find me a job due to my physical and mental challenges. All the easy jobs are disappearing, I'm a slow typer. I'm just slow. I guess there's a factory job out there with my name on it.

I'm thinking about going vegetarian again or maybe pescatarian this time.

I'm going to see Ken tomorrow, by Uber and then public transit. I can't go door-to-door or even get close to the hospital by Uber because of major construction. I'm going alone and I know I'm going to bawl my eyes out. It will be triggering about my dad too, because of the time of year.

I think I'll wear my cans in public or I'll be melting down before I even arrive.

How travelling by taxi is so expensive.

How travelling even by car in general is so expensive.

It will easily cost me $200 round trip tomorrow, even using Uber.
It's only about a 30 min ride.

Taxi fare? Holy cow. Forget it.

I had a Starbucks drink with 4 shots of espresso in it and I mindlessly drank it all. It's been 4 hours and I'm still wired as f**k. Oops.