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How one Aspie can be so intellectual and another one can be like Sgt Schultz.

Tiny exercises.

How to get rid or shorten the need for transition time and just do it.

I was better without having to gain momentum -- how should I recall the contrast between having to build it all up, from going from 10 to a 90 without an extra step?

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I'm trying to keep my head about 2024. I have these notions that I'm going to start swinging like I did in 1994 and again in 2009. I'm trying not to get my hopes up too high. What if I don't change? Maybe I will, maybe I won't.

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Waiting to see how much money I get for Christmas Day from my mum and my uncles.
I have tons of things I want to buy!

Did nothing all day but lie on bed, while dealing with annoying gut and after waking symptoms with screentime as a way to cope the crap all day.

Oh, and, coffee doesn't 'cure' this.
It made it worse.


Sigh.

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I’m glad that I’ve not heard from my ex, but it would’ve been nice if he would’ve got our son a Christmas present.

The transition from early twenties to mid twenties. Ever since finishing University I've felt as if I've been going through the motions. However, recently I've felt a newfound sense of control that I haven't gained but rather I've rediscovered.

I was stuck longing to go back, to gain the years I missed out on, but actually I think I'm ready to move forwards.

Frozen feet

Peripheral artery disease

Diabetes

Christmas, no "friends". Dena hasn't answered my email since last May. Cory often does not answer my email and when he does it is just to peer pressure me to get a better job or some other BS like that. Seems like ev else has plenty of "friends". Even the racist lil dipshit customers at work that had the nerve to scream "Chino" at me. (Rolls eyes)

If you don't know me, please don't call me "amigo". Kind of manipulative

Positive judgements are just as judgemental as negative judgments. All judgments reserve the "right" to judge.

Bowel movements take a longfuck time.

Annoying customers at work keep touching me. Entitled lil dipshits

It's just another thought -- one where I have another one of those wishes; another wave, another concept to bring out in hopes others will subtly spread...


What makes these people, who all knew better, 'helpless'? Just... What is the "plan" here? When will they sprung?
What will be the catalyst? Their catalyst? Our catalyst??


How do we cut the very thread that enables the snakes to influence everyone across these generations?

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Thinking about my order arriving from Amazon tomorrow!

Two Sonic games,nice chocolates and series 4 of All Creatures Great And Small!

Then I have another two Amazon orders coming fri and sat.
Sonic and Knuckles plushies,skeleton design top,and some nice smelling hair conditioner.

I see friends and lovers break up because of their respective religions. Some, aren't done amicably.

They say it's because they choose 'god'. With a small letter 'g'.

I thought to myself; no, no, you fools.
You choose the institution of your respective churches and their idea of god.


If they truly choose God with capital letter 'G', wouldn't they know better than to see that they're being separated?


I don't get it.
This hard side over religions. The same can be said with politics.

Perhaps it's because I'm a person who has a strong inclination towards doubt, and not of faith. To me, faith is fleeing and rare.
And I'm aware that it is not the case for most people I've known.


Boils down to beliefs and cognitive dissonance.
Sigh.
And I spent my life undoing limiting beliefs, especially the less conscious bits, while others spent cultivating any beliefs they have and uses their doubt to cultivate said beliefs.

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I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. It's about Trans care and trying to get incontinence products from the government. I also need to renew my standing order so I can finally get my blood work done.