babybird wrote:
And apart from her standing you up have you seen her since you left school
Yes. One when I was 35 as I was too upset after I messed up the date when at collage (Different from the girl at school tha she never turned up for). I nearly married the lady I did date but she ended it without telling me. Just cut off all contact. Found out about six moths later she was dating others at the same time.
But tried dating but could not do it after that as was too upset, but about 10 years later dated a beautiful lady who was on the spectrum (Before I knew what the spectrum was!) But you know when you have a gut feeling that somehow she is not the right one? I had this, and felt the Lord saying she was for another... So I kinda ended it (I didn't have to because she asked me if I loved her and I paused, and that was it!) I them put her in touch with someone who I thought would make a good match for her and it worked. They married! I was sooo happy!