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it is raining. i hope it isnt like this tomorrow.

I'm still a little upset with the death of a member here.

I found out someone i knew from school died. He died in November, in a traffic accident. I didn't knew him that well, still it hits me alot. I'm shocked. I teared up... We went to the same school from when we were 3 until 12, same year. I saw him grow up, his friends, some of my classmates were friends with him. This is the first time someone my age and that "close" to me has died. I'm not used to death at all. I'm just shocked. I can't believe he died. He was still so young. He had his entire life ahead of him... This really makes me think about life....

Nothing.

http://www.nieuwsblad.be/article/detail ... =DE3IS7P1#
http://www.nieuwsblad.be/article/detail ... =G2J3IIKRQ
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Changes. Too many, too fast.

I hate traffic. I hate driving in the city. And I hate getting lost. But I especially hate getting lost in the city, during rush-hour

I thought I was such a mild case and could easily multi-task or at least switch between tasks easily, but that was horribly false, especially because I chose not to bring my circuit design book during the annoying hour I tried to derive the half adder from a monster of a truth table.

I only live a little over an hour away from New Orleans. The more I watch the news from there; the more afraid I become. I seriously want to move the hell away from here. If any women here are looking for a roommate/partner/companion......

-Pretending you listened to me when I need your help.
-Knowing I'd be screaming at the top of my lungs on 911 emergancy line, and only getting "What? What? Can't hear you."
-Knowing that no matter how hard I yell for help around my loved ones, they certainly are NOT walking across two rooms to save me. "Can't hear you." "Can't hear you!"
-Following me around just to argue harder.
-Make excuses or BS for breaking my things.
-Saying you fixed it, when you definatly didn't.
-Telling me how to speak, and getting mad when I do what you wanted!
-Letting all the girls in the complex be as loud and vocal as they want.
-Smelling a very obvious stench that gives me a headack for over five hours, and not believing me!
-My loved chosing to help me fix my jaw, because it always has to be my fault someone doesn't listen.
-Not finding a moderator. NO, the "contact me" option doesn't work, and I know it.

That's plenty for me. Thank you.

Everything.

Same as yesterday, in other words.

I'm really bad at caring about school.

K: ... [probably doing a minor stim judging from reactions]
H1 and H2: Waagh!
K: Hm?
H1: I didn't see you there!
H2: Why do you have to be so creepy anyway? Why can't you be.. normal?
K: ["Rhetorical question? Actual question? Threat? Joke? Challenge? Assume rhetorical question because omission is seen as less severe than commission."] ... (leave)
H1 and H2: (indistinct, as is most conversation)
K: ["That seemed to be a correct response. They are not calling you and their tones of speech and volume seems high enough to be something other than gossip. Perhaps they have forgotten it already? But normal people should not forget so easily. In any case, I should finish, 'debugging,' the half-adder I attempted to derive. Where was I...?"]

[Thoughts verbalized because verbalization of memories seems to occur almost automatically when remembering dialogue-related memories]

One of my grocery bags fell apart, as I was putting my groceries away. Luckily, my eggs weren't in that bag.

Apparently, sincere observations and statements I make are often seen as sarcastic.