Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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It's too cold

ima bit sick

it's freezing

2weeks of 7am starts, bar one day. plus inability to go to bed early

rude pathetic little people being stupid

Missing socks: where the @#$% do they go?!

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHemwSzS8_4[/youtube]

Today...sigh

what's wrong chrissybuns?

200 spammers -_-

lol so i wasn't the only one tempted?

I knew it had to be something like that - @#$%ing Narnians...

I woke up late because my roommates insist they get the cord space so my alarm clock wasn't where I could see it. That's the only time I could miss that class and there is an important assignment coming up and I bet the teacher talked about it. Even though I got extra sleep, I am still tired, and have been all day. Even when I ate some food. I looked ret*d in the art class I signed up for on the last day we could add/drop classes and I was late there. We had to build our own canvases and I looked like such a girl being stupid with all the tools and messing up. I still have homework to do and I need to run before I got to a church activity in 3 hours. The bedroom I sleep in is all humidified, and I have a depression hang-over from last night (just felt really lonely especially last night, but was the first time I've cried in 2/3 months.) and I just am scared that there will be a repeat of last time I went to college. I cannot fail this time. I am trying to learn from my mistakes, honestly. It just feels like I thought I repented of something, but that topic keeps coming up. If I haven't changed that, then I haven't changed. I also think my mind is vile, even though my body has been good for the most part. Even when I stand up fr myself in one area, I let go of my standards in another. Also probably addicted to the computer. OH, and I found out my favorite candy in the world is now unedible to me because it has gelatin in it.....*as I was eating it* yet I didn't melt down. Meh, I think I am holding everything in.

Thanks for asking.

ah just take deep breaths and make sure you take care of yourself. and don't take on too much at once and overload yourself this time. you'll be ok(:

p.s. everyone misses some classes at college due to oversleeping, don't beat yourself up about it

Someone asked a question and all I heard the first time was the tone pattern, "- - - / - /." (normal normal normal high normal high). After responding (correctly), I could not recognize the face and voice even though the voice was familiar.

FFS it's night again 0:24 here I barely felt the day passing by, I've done nothing this day yet I wasn't bored a sec, I slept not more than 2 hours last night, I didn't feel tired the whole day, dunno what's happening, felt like a hurricane of adrenaline rushing through my body, never experienced this, hours pass by like seconds here, barely noticed I was here, barely noticed it was day. Watching the clock here is like putting a needle straight through my arm, it f***s me up, dunno why I'm like this, I'm just too slow in everything, gah...

I'm trying to...food is doing that job right now.

I won't try to do too much....but how do I give up opportunities?

Oh, but we only get to miss that class once because they take attendance and it's part of our grade

For what it's worth, I always hated building stretchers for paintings. It's hard and I always ended up with blisters after stretching the canvas.

you don't have to do everything just because the opportunity is there. you need to work out how much you can handle and draw the line. because it's better to do a few things properly and enjoy them rather than to take on everything and crash&burn

you have only missed one class, so there(:
i find it helpful to set the alarm on my phone too as a back-up