What did you achieve today?

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Lost my temper.
I achieve that depth of anger very rarely.

In weird post-meltdown malaise which seems to be hanging on and on, dropped a relative's car off at auto shop and had to answer about a million needless questions I didn't know anything about instead of just dumping car and leaving (it was supposed to be all pre-arranged) then walked to station, put up with train travel, got to dentist, had hideous work done on teeth for two hours, trained back again, picked up relative's car, scheduled to work tomorrow which is a completely insanely ridiculous thing to do given how I feel physically at the moment, went grocery shopping.

3 drawings

Trimmed the garden, weeded, thinned out some clumping plants that had begun to get monstrous.

thought of new ways to enhance an old chestnut.

I got enough emblems to barter a cool looking staff for my LM.

Went to work, was astoundingly cohesive given my current functioning level, organized to meet up with the owner of a potential new house-sitting job on friday after work via text. If I can continue to be coherent during that meeting, I might get a house-sitting gig for over a month, some of it alone when the owners are abroad, which would decrease my exposure to primary stressor. Also made formal offer on a car I'm possibly going to buy.
I don't know how I could possibly have done any of that, given the functioning.

largely redid my previous remastering of the stereo edition phil spector Christmas album

I've planned to get a lot of things done, but I have to wait until it's daytime. So far I've worked some on a painting.

I went shopping.

I didn't achieve a damn thing---and I don't care .

Now....if I haven't achieved anything for a couple of months----then, I might get concerned.

achievement is not the be-all and end-all of existence. just being on this earth and taking all it can dish out, is achievement enough.

Cleaned my room some and took a walk in the woods. Walking on crunchy leaves is so satisfying.

Actually that was yesterday.

Made the dreaded medical appointment to establish care.