Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I ordered a book online and was expecting it to come today, but it didn't. It's estimated to come somewhere between this Thursday (tomorrow) and the next, but I am impatient because I'm dying to read it.

people being people

I have some dude talking on a phone in a public library of all places 30 mintues+ yesterday and his back , theirs a semi outdoor area just 5 meters away you know.....

I don't think I'd ever want a mobile phone otherwise I risk ending up like them

Pretending to be normal at work.
Forced socialization at work can get pretty emotionally draining at times.

Unhappy things.

Tibi detestor, inevitable verbal pedantry when speaking just after concentration!

My mom b!tching at me about how I lowered the AC because it's humid today & hot in my room. We came up with an agreement 6 months ago where I would help with the electric bill if I could put the AC/heater on what I wanted. She pulled a Darth Vader move & altered the agreement & couple days latter & now I'm paying the bill & she changes the thermostat & b!thches at me if she doesn't like what I put it on

Yesterday my supervisor betrayed a huge promise he had given me just two days earlier and which was meant to sort out a huge problem that has been ongoing at my work for nearly two years now and which has caused me to have to work double or triple for all that time. Basically he changed his mind and is not going to do anything about it.

My world crashed. I've been gradually becoming more sick for the last half year (chronic physical illness and a longterm multiple workload are not a good combination!), I have no support and feel like I'm going at it alone all the time, and now I'm faced with the choice of either continuing to work in this hellhole of a workplace and ruin my health even more, or quit and have a very low likelyhood of finding another job any time soon because of the economic situation.

Feeling very unhappy and stressed today.

sarah waters?

crap i think my mum looked ay my newspaper clippings in the box in the attic. i think so because she just yelled at me and brought up same sex marriage clippings. she already suspects i'm gay. i hope she didnt notice that im in the background of one of the pictures of the rallies. my parents are getting too suspicious about what i do when im not at home and i know they talk about it because when they express suspicion it is using the same phrases. i figured not leaving the house except for 2 days a week would make them less suspicious so i cut out all parts of my life that were not absolutely necessary but they're not buying my excuses anymore. this is the second time this month my mum has found a paper trail linking me to the crap i'm hiding from them. digging my own grave. it feels like something's going to explode and i don't know what will set it off or when but it is likely to be bad and i can't control it.

"...with baited breath."

RAAAAAARGH! GRARRR! RAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!

[We apologize for the censorship of onomatopoeic words describing blunt force from closed hands being inflicted on a mattress.]

GRRRR!! !! !*

* Excessive punctuation is a sure sign of madness.

My dad screamed at me for making a mess in the kitchen while cooking a meal for the family.
I was hurt and frustrated so I complained. My dad locked himself in his room and refused to eat the food that I cooked.
I was even more hurt and went into my room and cried.

*Awkward aspie hug*
His loss.

I feel so behind as of late.

Okay, so today just sucked. I missed my Physics class because my Calculus test ran a lot longer than I thought it would, then I had to go to work* and I had to stay an HOUR AND A HALF LATE because a half-hour before I was supposed to leave, we got like the biggest 6:00 rush ever, and all of the salads that I had just made** were gone so I had to make them AGAIN and then I had to rush just to make it to my sister's basketball game, the final game of the season no less, and missed a quarter and a half of good basketball! AAAARGH!! !!

*Today I worked at Papa Murphy's. The best pizza chain ever.

**I couldn't leave until I had made all the salads. Them's the rules.

Wow, like a little mess can't be cleaned up afterwards. I'm sorry he overreacted like this. I used to have similar incidents with my father all the time and I know how it hurts.

I bet the food was delicious. He doesn't know what he's missing out on.

VMSmith, I'm sorry your parents are giving you such a hard time about your sexuality. It sucks to have to hide it and live in fear of what will happen when they find out. Hopefully they'll come to their senses one day and accept it, but it sounds like they still have a long way to come. Do you have to keep living with them? Do you think you could move out sometime in the near future and live on your own, or with support from elsewhere? This sounds like a very unhealthy and unhappy living situation and it's obviously making your very stressed. You need space to live a full life and not have to hide and live in fear.

i'm in the process of applying to centrelink for "unreasonable to stay at home" payments but sexuality is no longer grounds on which you can apply and i suspect it will get rejected. but if it doesn't then i will have some support and be able to leave. my queer youth group might be able to help. this is driving me insane.

artrat: you put all that effort into it to make them happy and he rejects it so? it is his loss if he can't appreciate how lucky he is.