seriously regret dismal academic performance. occupational prospects drastically limited and s**t.
forced to take Leave of Absence from work, b/c human resources said that Corporate is making me get another doctor to fill out a form that says what kind of work accommodations and s**t. former Pro Supervisor Ted, and Back Office Associate Christine, both said that "they can't fire you. they have to accommodate you." but "at will" employer".
spoiled upper middle class brat in aikido (rolls eyes)
trying to go to all the home depot stores in the geographic area and take a bowel movement. thus far, been to all of them, except two.
s**t.
set boundaries
expand comfort zone
learning
think outside the box
rolando penis and kayla b***h
angela s told me that former plumbing/hardware/lot lizard steve, got made redundant b/c he was late to work and phoned someone and asked them to clock in for him. someone tattled on lazy boy steve. steve had worked @ home depot for seven f*****g years. makes me wonder what other terminable offenses that lazy rude boy got away with. which reminds me of kayla b***h. kayla b***h is an aikido instructor and she has plenty of slaves do a lot of work for her: teaching, WordPress, cleaning, fixing building, bookkeeping. kayla b***h's slaves, are academically educated, socially adept, emotionally resilient, functional and successful adults. they are not vulnerable people or anything like that. kayla b***h is in violation of fair labor standards act. none of her slaves care. i do not understand how the f**k that is even possible, s**t. even though lazy boy steve was "in" with plenty of precious lil "people", some of which have termination authority, he still got made redundant. but kayla b***h somehow manages to not even go to work altogether and send other precious lil "people" in her stead. (rolls eyes).
it's better to fail at moving forward, than succeed @ moving backwards. my worthless corpse should not be thinking about kayla b***h or mister redelings or even lazy boy steve, for that reason, among other reasons.
f**k mister redelings. homophobic ass hole had the nerve to tell me that it was "lying for you to ask me to call you 'he' instead of 'she' ". the lil fuckface told me that 2006, before Equal Employment Opportunity Commission. however, EEOC only applies @ work, and he was not at work at the time that he told me that so WTF ever. yes, he does have "freedom of speech", like he correctly told me. and i trusted him too. he looked so nice, morally innocent, caring and s**t. but things are not always the way they appear. since 2006, my worthless corpse has been reluctant to trust or even interact with anyone, unneccessarily.
bowel movements have been taking more time and energy the past couple of days. it might have to do with Miralax, the hot temperature, or the fact that human resources had the nerve to put me on Leave of Absence.
precision of language
juneteenth
ebonics
workaholic
autism, misunderstood
government benefits
terrified of ending up unemployed, then homeless, s**t.
on the other hand, plenty of precious lil "people", have barriers to employment. they are not authorized to work in the country. felony convictions. don't speak english. zero job skills. disabilities. psychiatric diagnoses. but plenty of them earn enough $$ for children, cars, houses, the whole nine yards. s**t. how the f**k do they do it? why the hell can't I do it?
destroyed my "life"
i'm a failure and only getting worse
most precious lil "people" are so f*****g self righteous, self important. they talk too much and too loud and they are so f*****g full of themselves. i wish they would shut the flying f**k up.
"huh" and "what" instead of "excuse me"