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I personally don't see the point in getting them personally, I'm also not a fan of needles in my flesh, I almost died a couple of days ago from sudden EXTREME lower back pain together with heavy nausea and extreme dizziness almost couldn't do anything but lying on the ground freaking out but even as hardcore as that sounds these things wouldn't make me want to get vaccinated either lol. But I should really find out what the cause of that was... my friend says it was a bowel obstruction caused by sitting in the wrong position for a long time... sure was scary.

More legal stuff, those people don't realize I'm not quitting

the facts are the facts

Something other than, "You're a bigot," has made me very unhappy. In fact, an analogy can be made with the Eye of Terror's creation.

It's raining and I wanted to go for a walk today.

Also tried switching to a new antidepressant and found out that I react *really* badly to the new one. Suicidal thoughts all day yesterday, but much better now after 24 hours off of it. Ugh. This is kind of crazy is not cool or sexy at all.

I have a feeling that the employees at the cigar shop don't want me in there any more. The woman at the cashier asked, "How are you doing today, missy." I looked at her and told her I was doing fine. She gave me my change and my Fresca and said, "Have a good night, Mick." That woman picked up on my gender issues and called my by that name, for obvious reasons.

I've decided to take it as a compliment.

Chatting with a girl(aka emotional support leech) on Yahoo who keeps going on & on about how no guys will ever date her & she's soo lonely. But when I tell her that I would date her; she says she doesn't like me in that way. What the hell happened to her being soo lonely & wanting a guy? I guess beggars really can be choosers; no wait; I think it's that she would rather b!tch about how she cant get a guy than actually have a guy. Conversation is almost always all about how her how lonely she is; I mention being lonely & changes the focus. Some members here suggest that I try making more friends because it could possibly lead to more with the person or maybe they would know someone but even if that doesn't happen it is still good to have friends. I end up getting used as someones emotional crutch & it makes me feel worse knowing that I'm unattractive to women who are extremely desperately lonely. F#*k having friends; I'm better off without em

^^^ i don't think being a friend to someone and helping them with their problems equals being used. that's the definition of friendship is she is willing to be there for you too.

Words don't seem to be doing me any good right now.

I gave one of my neighbors I knew somewhat (he wanted to buy a car from me, but never came through) a ride downtown, and as soon as he gets in the car, he's like "YO IM GONNA GET SOME WEED." Great, I'm now an accessory to someone getting drugs. I told him I wouldn't give him any rides for weed in the future, and that I wouldn't give him a ride back, but I f*****g hated it. I mean, the dude was a big black guy, I don't know who he has for friends, etc, so at the time I guess I figured just give him the ride. I hated being put in that position.

I hate my neighborhood, I hate that my mom moved us into "the hood" into a house that costs much much more than it should in said hood. I hate hate hate hate it. I wish I had my old apartment complex back, living there was like living at a resort compared to my house now. I hate "the hood." A lot. Why do people glamorize "the hood" so much. It just sucks.

Editted cuz my post was long and excessively hateful.

But really, I hate where I live. I hate "the hood" culture. I wanna move to Vermont.

Bus home was over 10 minutes late,got caught in a storm and was soaking wet.

When I was looking at apartments we were waiting in front of one on the steps before we saw it and a guy from next door asked my mother if she "had any bud". We didn't move in there. Not just because of him but he was an additional reason not to move in there.

I'd rather live in a tiny apartment in a nice area than a large one in the ghetto. These days at least in the city I live in rents are expensive everywhere even in the ghetto so living there won't save you any money.

I'm not in too bad of an area now. I live near a big college.