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The realization that I'm putting all my family, friends, and my boyfriends family and friends through so much stress and worry, on top of my own, with my visa application and the stressing over that xD

i feel nautious. why? because i ate a whole packet of wagon wheels. why? because i was feeling stressed,scared, sad and gutted. why again? because i called centrelink to change my postal address and they said i had to hand in 3 sets of papers when i applied for "unreasonable to live at home", not 2, and they are to be from me and a 3rd party and my parents. this means in order to get welfare to be able to leave home to get away from my family and a disagreeable home situation i will have to tell my parents why they should want to kick me out and cut me off from my family, including my little sisters and possibly cousins if word gets out to my extended family who will all reject me and then get them to cooperate with me when writting up my claim which would mean i am homeless, cut off from my family and it is not absolutely guaranteed that i will get welfare(which is below the poverty line) to live on. this is sick. totally messed up. this almost completely destroys any hope i had of moving out. i think thats the worst bit of all. i was starting to have happy fantasies.

Alitatt: i hope your visa application goes well so you and you friends and family can chill.

Darn you, AP Biology!

I haven't slept well.

When I was outside running at the park as usual, a woman in a track suit approached me and asked if she could run with me. She said she has been watching me run for a long time and thinks I'm pretty cool.

I know, you might be thinking "well, she was just being friendly", but I find it a little disturbing that a someone I've never seen before has been watching me for a long time. Besides, this is around the third or fourth time a stranger has approached me like this. I don't want to be noticed; I'm just going about my daily routine.

My mom says that that's how celebrities must feel, having strangers come up to them all the time acting like they know them. It reminds me of a (not exact) quote from King of the Hill: "Hi. You know me, I've seen you on TV."

Another clubhouse has invited Stepping Stones to a Valentines Dance and I won't be able to go, because of the back of my lower ankle and the fact that I need to be up at 4, tomorrow. The dance ends at 10, which means that I would get home at 11. I'd need an hour to wind down. I'd only have 4 hours of sleep before racing around the parking lots for 2 hours. I can be very accident prone, if I don't get enough sleep.

I always say the wrong thing apparently.

My chinchilla scratched me when i was holding her earlier. I have a few marks on my arms. She HATES being held & she doesn't realize it would be a lot better for her if she would keep still instead of squirming

My husband being b*tchy at me because his knee hurts.

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I'm giving it another shot. We will see.
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Aww, shite. A rare type of vulture got run over in Israel, they're getting closer to extinction. Its eggs were found dead too.

The little piglet we rescued from the forest died tonight.