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The EF-related cues are always around my left side of my head.

If it feels like I'm having a migraine and my sleep is crap, it felt dull or painful at the left side of my head, particularly behind my left eye... It meant I'd get executive dysfunction.

If it felt light and really refreshed, as if I can feel the entirety of my left side of my head, my executive function becomes almost perfect and I act like my own age and so much more like processing 100% of what I sense without getting overwhelmed, slowed down, losing momentum, interrupted, etc.
Like I'm super regulated without trying.


99% at the time, it's almost always the former.
But whenever I get lucky and the latter happens, I'd always know.

If brain anatomy is correct, it's where to process language and sensory stimuli which does reflect my experience; sudden communicative eloquence, all my autistic related senses became a huge advantage, verbal related processes like short term memory becoming way less impaired...

And the cues are almost always at my left side of my head...
And I just want to know fricking why?? What does this all actually mean??

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Oh that's interesting

It sounds strange to some people but if I write or do stuff with my left hand then I feel more relaxed when I talk to people

I'm naturally right handed so I found this little nugget out purely by accident and then it led on to experimentation when I worked in a call center and I found that if I doodle with my left hand whilst I talk to people I could make way more sales because I could keep people talking for much longer

Maybe I should try and practice being left handed...

Even if I'm living with right hand dominance for so long, I kept doing mistakes.
Sometimes accidentally mirroring some writing... Lots of butterfingers here and there...

And despite all the practice and ingrained habit for basically a lifetime, it felt like I have a hard limit...
Just like with processing language itself. Just like whatever I'm feeling with my left side of my head and the problems it caused.

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I wonder if you can still get that static thing when you touch a television screen

My whole family is lefties except me.
Even my exh’s family was all lefties.

My dad was whipped for his.

Aldi's middle isle looks good

I'm gonna go in the morning and have a good look

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Cute

Who did that to her

So I watched YouTube on my TV for the first time ever.
It took me a long time to figure it out but then I had it going for hours.
It went blank and shut off by itself.

Is that normal and how to I keep it from doing that again?

Everything we've watched lately seems to have child sexual abuse in it.
Then the last one had CSA + suicide.
I'm reading the full plot of every film very carefully from now on before I watch.

Bloody hell.
Sorry that's happening.

That's why I avoid most media.

Cup of tea?