Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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awoke way too early this morning, again.....

Not being able to sleep enough, made worse by back pain. Generally feeling quite drained.

I was coughing up a lot of phlegm last night. I'll have to go to the walk in clinic.

The ending to the movie The Girl Who Played with Fire. Poor Lisbeth...

My sister didn't put the dog out this morning, and I couldn't find his choke chain. I was almost late to school thanks to her.

I come here and all you do (as allways) is talk about boring things ie yourselfs, time to talk about more intresting things me

It's cold & i have no one to cuddle with

Garage door broke and my car is stuck inside.

I didn't get my ADD diagnosis, because the testing involved being able to pick out one letter from a flashing set of letters, and being good with designs, and design recognition is one of the few things I'm good at.

So now I'll just have to somehow struggle through school.

people don't get my jokes. despite how hilarious they may be

Today I realized that my best friend has become obsessed with her friend from England. A few months ago he started being nice to her again so she would talk to him more. I was happy for her, but now she spends 4-8 hours talking to him to the point where she completely ignores my texts and IMs. She even spends a good portion of the time I'm with her talking to him on her laptop or talking about something he said. I can't even enjoy the friendship of my closest friend anymore because she is always preoccupied by this guy. We used to be so close, but now I can barely get her to hold a conversation for long unless he is asleep or away from his computer. The thing that almost makes it worse is the fact that she isn't in love with him or anything. She just seems much more interested in talking to him than anyone else. That is what made me unhappy.

too many things have.
but peculiarly im tired of being the odd man out.

i dont know. i just feel unhappy and thats how i feel most of the time. maybe it's because there is so much worrying me. i just feel like so much of how my life turns out depends on what happens in the next few months or even weeks. it might also be my relationship with my friends. the people i want to make friends with i cant and the people i am friends with are starting to say things that set off alarms. really bad things. almost all my friends turn out bad. what is it about me that attracts awful people? i am an island and i hate it. and kmart no longer sells volleys. i know that sounds like a petty thing to be upset about but i need them to replace the volleys i wear now. i need to wear them on tuesdays and saturdays and any other day i do fun things. it feels wrong if i dont wear those shoes on those days.
almost forgot to add that my parents are with family friends down stairs and i can hear them having a really islamophobic conversation. everytime people visist this happens. everytime. theyre talking about one of my dads muslim workers behind his back.