Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I am not a human calculator, and what is this talk of an, "autistic smile!?"

stall with SA. i hope no one noticed me tearing up. i think i have depression again. i want to go to sleep and not wake up.

err i think i made a bit of a dick of myself. damn meds.

I want my hair back.

Sorry to hear. It'll grow out.

I want my hair back, too, frequently; I cut it from waist length to a shoulder-length mullet a couple of years ago.

Another thing I'm not happy about today, is that Iwas looking up some things on the Internet, and looked up Amon Goth. I shouldn't have, I really shouldn't have.

Sylkat.

I've got so many problems rearing their head this moment, feeling kinda overwhelmed. It doesn't help that i seem unable to think or do anything, just passing time at the moment is such a struggle. I want to sort things out but i can't seem to pull myself out of this pathetic moment im in. I'm dreading tomorrow.

There are so many s**t parts to my life, it'd be nice if i had one good thing. It makes me sad in a strange way just how unable i am to care about myself, strange because it feels like im feeling sad for someone else. It's like i feel sad but i don't seem to feel the level of concern that my own welfare should make me feel. I feel complete concern for other people but in a selfish world no ones supposed to look out for me but me and i don't even do that. No wonder things are so messed up in my life.

Nvm, doesn't matter.

I can't seem to be able to relax as much as I used to.

My heart keeps beating too fast and it's scaring me.

Talking to walls, I'm outa here

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