Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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My mom wasn't in a very good mood when she came home from work this evening and wouldn't tell me what the matter was. It's typical of her not to tell me what's bothering her until a few days later. But I still feel really sad and worried for her when I know she isn't happy. There's a saying that goes, "When mom's not happy, nobody's happy."

A snowstorm.

reminded of how shiite my communication skills are. also i went to queer youth group and my youth worker helped me fill out some forms and now shes scheduled a time to meet next week to write up my "unreasonable to live at home claim". this is good but it scares me. she started talking about short term housing options and talking to her contact at centrelink and apart from the fact that it leaves what happens after the next 3 months uncertain it also makes the whole thing seem more concrete and immediate and its kinda scary. im afraid my claim will be rejected and im afraid it wont be. i went and sat on the swing in a deserted playground and thought things through. then i started to swing and it made me feel childishly happy but that disappeared as soon as my feet hit the ground. also today my comrade who works at uni of sydney as general staff gave us a debrief of sydney uni's layoffs. so far 164 academics have been laid off and more people- both academics and general staff- will be laid off. the vice chancellor is calling it cutting of "salary related expenditures". the bastard. how can he be so cold? they arent expenditures- theyre people! general staff havent been told if theyre fired or not yet. im worried for my comrade.

Awww, I hope everything works out.

So, anyways, I failed a math test today (I think). Hooray!

Chin up both of ya'll! Things will work out with your hard work and determination.

I am lonely. I have no one to confide in.

I saw a magazine that had a picture of Whitney Huston on the cover.

Someone invoked Uncanny Valley with respect to my increasing ability to mimic facial expressions and generally look normal but somehow irredeemably separate. Of course, unless this gets discussed by those speaking without true intention or knowledge, I would not mind the truth of the statements themselves.

Chatty people sucking out all my positive energy and replacing it with negativity.

a comrades book got damaged by water. he lent me his book and i let somebody elses stuff leak all over it. i feel bad. the poor book. also a member of an activist group on campus texted the rest of us saying he didnt want to come any more and we dont know why but i hope we can convince him otherwise.

I was once again reminded of my complete inability to function in social settings.