Firm and control today, slacking tomorrow.
I hate this stupid "natural" (fck that!! !) "phenomenon" whenever a person wants to change themselves; motivated at day one to three, dwindle at fourth and fifth day, forget altogether after.
Then getting frustrated at the lack of change, restart back to day 1 motivation. Repeat.
**** That.
**** That human rule that change is an exception and not the rule.
**** How neurology works.
**** Stupid internalized laziness at the cost of everything.
**** The head wanting to feel "safe" even at the cost of itself.
**** That stupid human feature.
**** The stupid overlaps, one detriment dragging everything else down just like with cognition and emotions.