Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I've had my braces off for more than a year now, but I still have a permanent retainer behind my teeth. It's basically a piece of wire. I will have a piece of wire inside my mouth FOREVER.

By permanent, do you mean it cannot be removed easily without risk of permanent damage to the wire?

Worries.

i didnt get to lecture bash today. and i ran out of tape on a poster run and i wish more stores had wanted to put up same sex marriage posters in their windows. i used same sex marriage posters because it is a liberal (conservative party) demographic and marriage equality is no longer a left wing issue like palestine or socialism. figured they'd have more chance. and i didnt get to put my name down for the question i wanted to do my assignment on because somebody else took it. i was really disappointed. i had already started to collect info on it. it was on whether or not the working class still votes for the labour party. sigh. i was really excited about it.

edit: my comrade just texted me asking if i want to go to the MUA picket in support of the dock workers in newzealand who have just been sacked and i cant go because it is at 6am at port botany and there is no way i can lie well enough to get me there. the MUA deserves support and so do workers in NZ. what makes it worse is that it is so close to my area. i could drive there if i wanted whereas the email i got indicates everyone else will have to catch public transport from the city. MUNZ made a video about the sackings.
http://www.munz.org.nz/2012/02/28/ports ... ine-video/

I lost my eyeglasses. I liked them so much.

I have a nasty bruise on my leg, and I think I have an ear infection.

I feel really really agoraphobic and that my life's a failure right now.

My dad has kidney stones.

Neurotin/gabapentin -- pretty good for me for anxiety and sleep, but the suicidal depression it is inducing it a bit of a problem. F*** **.

getting rejected by your own community kinda hurts. i should be used to it by now but it is just sharper when homophobia comes from people like you who share your culture. if i am cut off from that where do i belong exactly?
at the womens right march today the MUA and CFMEU did not show up. at least the MUA advertised it on their page but they didnt show as far as i know. they are the more left wing unions. i was disappointed.

edit: my day always gets worse so i have to come here and add to it. my parents just yelled at me about uni again. they cant understand that this term i will not get into the course i want to do and want me to change unis. my dad is threatening to go down and ask my teachers about changing courses and he is not a nice person and he will yell at them until he gets his way. i also dont want him to go there because i am afraid he will notice what i noticed when i first started- the political posters and know that i am going to the things advertised. or more directly see me doing the things advertised. like putting up the posters or leafleting or calling out for people to sign petitions with people who are queer, socialists and activists at a stall with the name of our socialist group on it or slogans supporting queers or refugees. uni is one of my few refuges from my family life and now he is threatening to take it away. he also denies having any role in deciding that i would do landscape architecture 2 years ago and takes no responsibility for keeping me there 1 year ago when i tried to change. they want to control my future like i am an infant but that is what got me here in the first place and they go on about the huge amount they pay to put me through uni. they pay 25.5 dollars a week. reluctantly. my mum wants me to leave uni if i dont get into teaching because she says i am doing nothing and am going nowhere and that is how i will spend the rest of my life. my dad says he cant see me succeeding in anything.

F*** this homework

Too awake to sleep. D=

Didn't chew up all of the little pretzel bits in a Take 5 candy bar, and it feels like it's still stuck in my throat even though it's been literally hours later. This kind of thing happens to me every day. Either I must be really bad at chewing my food, or my phobia of choking is dominating my thoughts, or some combination of the two.

i still havent done my tuesday assignment. i also just called a contact whose brother died on the 13 of this month about a picket line. i feel horrible for doing it. poor thing.

Somebody get this Josh twunt away from me!! He's just pestering me now

I woke up excitedly thinking of my former girlfriend and hoping she's doing well... only to remember a few minutes later that she left me

I can't believe she's gone