Post something that made you feel neutral today.

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Women's tennis. While there are a lot of players I like, there is nobody really exciting I can really root for in either tournament being televised this weekend.

My tea is lukewarm at the moment.

I stopped forcing myself to acknowledge strangers due to 'social cues' and I didn't feel like I was a terrible person

Having woken up so early.

Not feeling 'internally implosive'.

“Came across ‘simplifications’” of artwork.

The history of gay parenting.

Researching the history of gay parenting.

It rained today.

Settling on how to me happiness is/mean anxiety being expressed through the body in a different way.

Something that probably might make me feel neutral--Buddhism on repetition.

Having obsessed over the 2k18 version of 'Watership down'.

Andy Murray's retirement announcement-while I feel bad about him being injured (injuries really stink), Murray really never was one of my favorite players. I do feel compassion for him, but I can't say I'd really miss him. I'll miss David Ferrer much more.

Coming to terms with pornography use.

I did this whole 'applying for a job' thing and tbh I don't know if it's self-abusive to not be posting this in the 'achievement' thread instead but I am doing it b/c isn't that what society wants?. That job searching be a 'neutral' thing and not a nigh-abysmal undertaking for anyone who is ignored for having gotten their a---s kicked on several levels before their mid-20's?. Let satisfy that f---r who doesn't give me a 'good for you' comment for not working whilst still very much remaining active and not leaving to much of a carbon-footprint from what I understand.

Hence with the false authenticity that I don't deny has maladaptively being engrained into me like my c---y understanding of repetition I post something here in the vein of the 'post a blatant lie' thread.

I applied to a job.

https://youtu.be/_wcFyBPcSpM?t=166

The aftermath of mental health after a divorce can make a person go homeless.

The aftermath of an absence from employment b/c of physical health issues can make someone go homeless.
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I spoke to a kindly Apple customer service representative while thinking, not too much about my terrible experience at a call centre.