I am too sensitive to drugs and alcohol. When I did, it was to get splattered and did it a few times, realized it was pointless, and quit.
But my brain is damaged by whatever monster invaded it when this hit and if I do stuff- anything- drink, smoke pot, do drugs, eat , work out, study Greek, count blades of grass- whatver I do, I do it in extreme excess.
My last boyfriend was a very happy man.