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Yeah, thanks....I'm going to appeal. I have to go to the doctor this week anyway to get my prescriptions renewed. My psychiatrist has been on leave since October and she's not coming back until May, it's ridiculous.

Wouldn't that be for ssdi? Couldn't you still apply for ssi?

My mum said EI is separate from the disability pension thing. My friend who is on disability just said that you can get legal aid to help you get disability and you don't have to pay them unles you get it. I'll probably try that. She said most people get denied at first, here in Canada anyway.

I didn't notice that you were in Canada when I posted that.

I know that in the US there is ssdi which you need to earn a certain amount of work credits for and ssi for if you don't have enough work credits.

My dying uncle. The poor thing is so confused right now he thought I was his granddaughter.

I'm sorry to hear that.

My mom lied to me regarding one of my OCD symptoms. And won't fix or even admit to it.

Stupid Rhonda trying to tell me what to do. Telling me that I need to come to the clubhouse to socialize sometimes and telling me that I have a good time when I'm there. I told her that sometimes I have a good time when I'm there. I told her that there are times that I want to socialize and times that I don't. Now happens to be a time that I don't. She told me, "You're right. You don't need me to tell you what to do."

Hate sodding women staring at me. Leave me ALONE!

My right armpit hurts like hell for some odd reason.

Found such a cute background to use, but the full image gives 404 not found. :'(

Had to go over to my mothers tonight to put her in bed after her meds. Even after she treated my like crap yesterday.

Lack of sleep again as usual.

Feel like I'm wasting away

I might change my username somewhere else just because I said something under that username nearly 4 years ago, and searching the username makes that result come up in the first page. I did edit my message there, but I can't delete it, and while you might think that may be enough, someone had to quote the message at the time, making the personal crap I said there still readable. .____.
I tried asking an active staff member there to remove it, but no response after a few weeks. Besides, now I figured out that it would've been pointless anyway because you can see a cached page of the thread.
I'm afraid of someone searching my username someday and finding that message.

Seriously.... having to likely change my username as a result of one stupid post I shouldn't have made back in 2008 under the same username. So annoying. And yes, based on the post made there, the finder would likely be able to tell that it's me if they know me on the website I frequent well enough.

I remember trying to rid of this one result back around a month ago. Editing my message there did seem to make it not show up until around page 4 in search results, but now just after checking recently, it's back on page 1, and it's a bigger bite in the butt this time because you don't even have to click on the link to see part of the message (which includes my real name, and something embarrassing).

Stupid Google. I'm not even that sure what to change my username to at the other place, the one I'm using there now is one I really like and feels that it suits me. Darn it! It's one of two reasons why I mainly lurk here... in case I say something that might be able to link me in a year's time or something, and if I reveal what I'm like enough, it also feels like that if some stalked me, they could link me with other acoounts I use elsewhere.

Oh well. At least I learned to be more careful now, unlike my 2008 self. Also, my 2008 self was so immature, it's self-humiliating to look back at my past-self.

Last edited by BottleCap on 30 Mar 2012, 7:33 am, edited 1 time in total.

Today I find it extremely difficult to deal with the stupidity of some people. I'm just not sure if I'm more upset with them or my own lack of patience.