Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I have to go to the hospital soon and I have to take the bus there. I'm feeling kind of anxious because I have to go to the fracture clinic but I have no idea where that is so I'll probably be wandering around the hospital asking people.

I woke up 15 minutes late. That screwed my morning routine up.
Now everything will feel wrong until tomorrow.
+ I'm so tired and it's only 7:12AM

I was all prepared to go and visit my Grandad but he wasn't there.

I just pulled my hamstring trying to get rid of a wasp while I'm IN THE SHOWER.
The wasp was in there with meeeeeee-----------eeeek!! !

I feel old :-/

My dad had promised me that he was going to take me to different thrift stores today in order to hunt down vintage My Little Ponies. But our plans were put on hold because we ate at a Chinese restaurant first and my dad ate so much that now he feels sick, so we had to come home so he could lie down for a little while. I don't think it's fair that my plans have to come to a stop just because he couldn't control himself.

Waking up at 7am in pain, and not forcing myself out of bed until very recently... maybe 1:15pm :/

My stomach is in a knot too, so I'm barely able to eat or drink, and my body feels unbearably weak :/

Trying to fix my marker case, which is pulling apart, and the Krazy Glue refused to tack.
I'm trying some Rubber Cement now, but this stuff takes forever to cure.

My dad took me out of my apartment briefly and while most of it was a good experience, I happened to see a car that looked alot like my former girlfriend's. It wasn't hers and I knew that immediately, but it reminded me of her in a strong way and made me feel sad for leaving my apartment

My mind is too fragile today >_>

I'm going to be unhappy the whole week. My schedule for the period surrounding spring break is as follows (in concrete poetry form):

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teststeststeststeststeststeststeststeststests...SPRING BREAK!! !! !! !....teststeststeststeststeststeststeststeststests
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^yeah that would suck.


The umpteen time I make a friend from across the globe and they want me to send them money after having told them I don't have spending money much less enough to get by. Feel again I've been emotionally manipulated and used. I'm through with making friends via pen pals.

Not great sleep

just thinking about what the consequences of moving out without centrelink to pressure them into giving me money would be. there is a huge chance that i will be rejected a second time even if i do move out. that means i will have to return home to an even worse home environment than before i left. my parents would wonder why i had gone and they would be more vigilant and they would be angry over the fact that i had left without sanction and a husband. that could potentially be embarrassing for them, especially if they think i am on welfare. there is no greater shame than leaving the family whilst unmarried and on welfare. erg. if my older relatives get news of this i'm going to have to deal with no sex until you're married lectures from more than one person again.

also my mum is pressuring me to give her my computer password. the computer is one of the last places i have in the house that i can keep stuff on. i have a political background and queer, political and ASD research on the thing and i never have to log out of any of my emails or facebook or have to panic because i havent deleted history, cache and cookies before leaving the computer and i can keep pages up that are both queer and socialist related and that might have pictures of me in them at times...