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My hair is long and mostly grey now. I have a long blue streak and some pink tips! I get compliments from younger people too. It’s nice.

My parents called they r just boarding the flight to makkah and Madinah ..
then they will go to jeddah to meet the best human being there (my dad’s brother in law) who is like a less boring
Less rigid, more cheerful and interesting and educated version of Atticus Finch
The only person who I wd actually travel to go see

They have such a nice life , get up and travel whenever they want

I want to be where my dad is at money-wise but he worked n studied relentlessly n also lived alone fr years fr that and IDK if I have the capacity

He is depressed that only one of his kids (clearly not me) turned out to be successful .

If i just had the social skills and ‘not scared to death of most ppl’ piece I think i cd get there.

Oh, and executive functioning. And theory of mind. And verbal acuity. And mental n physical stamina. And coordination so sensory issues can be regulated.
And less obsessed with unimportant things. And less annoying. And much more.

Wow you’re so lucky. Silver n grey is v fashionable, but u need to bleach ur hair like crazy n tone it to achieve it.

U dont need to even add bleach to get the pink n blue to ‘take’

My babies Friday and Jojo get up on my bed with me every night.

Oh I just realized u mentioned TO kill a mockingbird n without even reading tht i mentioned atticus finch. Synchronized!

You are worthless, all the effort you put into your own development is a gamble to see if it pays off or destroys you, you have no way to escape the society you're in, you're constantly bombarded with images of those better than you and the world is almost certainly dying unless those with the power- but no incentive to upheave their own livelyhoods.

this is the message i face on a daily basis.

i know a girl my age who i met on discord. talented artist, far better than i. works minumum wage. $10,000 in debt.

They look ready to sleep .. it must be so nice to sleep with cats on your bed purring.. iDK if it’s a trick of the light but they look really glossy which means they are v healthy

you're good with words. and you seem good with theory of mind here. and most people are as scared of you as you are of them.

That's pretty cool. It is a great book huh?

I'm trying to get back into reading. I used to love to read all the time before I graduated high school and moved away. I wonder why I stopped?

I guess I got too hooked on video games.

And yeah my cats pur next to me every night and it's very comforting.

Friday has very shiny fur but I'm worried about Jojo because I think she's having the same mouth problems two of my mom's other cats have. She's not able to eat dry food without it hurting her mouth so I guess I need to feed her wet food too.

Ok that...that you just wrote there, confirms it. The world is insane .

10,000 in debt?? Meanwhile psycho and sociopaths and just dishonourable ppl get paid that a month or even less

I knoq my ex lawyer got paid minimum 10,000

(just fr retainer fee, he got paid minimum 100 to read an email and then minimum 100 to respond even if it was just one sentence even if it was to correct a mistake he made, he got paid)

and the majority of his’work’ was copy-pastung what I wrote and changing the tense and pronouns so it looked like he wrote it

He was a true fraud as I foynd later frm other lawyers when they went over his work with me





So Kip rest assured the world is projectin their own incompetence and wickedness onto you as you seemingly still have a soul

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Ppl purposely ruin or further ruin other ppl’s lives while advancing themselves
Bcuz the ‘system’ rewards evil ppl

As long as u dont full out murder or outright steal like a cartoon bank robber,

U can still commit legal theft and legalized ‘working pol to death on minimum wage’

I like to believe that what goes around comes around. Karma can be a b***h for people like that.

Idk what ‘wet food’ fr a cat consists of. Raw meat ? Tuna frm a can?
Ohh i have a recommendation.
Redwall is a really fun series to read once u finish that.

My brother lent me one of his Redwalk books, n i had to force myself to put it away bcuz i was getting too wrapped up in it. I hope u give it a chance. The one he gave me was Pearls of Lutra. The main bad guy in that reminfmded me of my ex lawyer, the way he treated ppl

Sorry fr ‘board hogging ‘ to anyone who is getting annoyed.. everyone has such interesting things to say I want to jump in on every post

i think we all woke up one day to find out the world we lived in was replaced with a sick, nightmarish mockery.

that's why i don't blame anyone for suicidal ideation. it's the breakdowns of our social network. we lost our ability to relate and feel supported during everyday happenings. real and pure interaction is hard to come by and now comes across as intimidatingly awkward. facebook likes and reddit karma are quicker & easier to achieve short term dopamine releases to keep us going. the rich writing the laws. endless war. fear mongering non-representative politics. medical care rape. for profit school. debt driven wealth. almost every check and balance in the government run by corporate interests. right around 1980 this country basically decided that there is never enough money for the top 1%. it became extremely easy to funnel money from the bottom section to the top section NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU PRINT.

who the f**k would want to live in this?

almost everywhere i look, people are spreading hate, paranoia and fear-mongering. people don't care about solutions, they care about getting their own slice of the pie and disregarding everything else if they have to. they don't listen to the experiences and viewpoints of others. they think they know everything.

but they don't know that they're digging their own graves.

i wake up and take the bus to school, two buses there and two buses back. i regularly go out downtown to walk around. i go to the stores, look around, people watching. i attend my classes. sometimes i'll attend a music event if it's local. i go to the music stores to play the digital pianos i'm looking to purchase one day.


all that and not a single person comes to chat me up. it's this incredibly isolating feeling.