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i ate an entire packet of waffers. i feel sick. phone call from mother. not finishing my assignments. my fucha looking dead-ish. getting paranoid.
edit: no matter how late in the day it is my day can always get worse. my mother texted me. i think she has been grilling my little sister. she found out before about my sister knowing before hand that i am moving and now she knows i am hiding something from her because i told my sister i will tell her why in 3 years and she told my mum this. my sister knows about my political activity. if she spills i am in so much crap. i shouldnt have trusted her.

i let my emotions get the better of me and threw wisdom and caution out the window. im such a fool.

I usually do the same especially when i'm tired, and when i'm tired i start feeling hollow and devoid of life, which sounds very depressing sorry :/

I found out my friend relapsed again and is in the hospital for psychosis and substance abuse.

it's a tough world out there, but for some unfortunate people it is a tough world inside also.
my back is barking at me again.

I learned through a rumor today (but I know it is a rumor) that it is possible that the church's future where I play organ at could be in jeopardy.

Withdrawing from a med (gabapentin) and feel glued to my chair. Hard to move and hard to keep from spacing out constantly.

i admire lucky folk with the gift of being able to tootle the ivories.

Thank you Auntblabby. If the rumor is true, I may be tootling the ivories in another church . I just find it hard to believe that since our church has served our community since 1873, that it is now in jeopardy. It's hard to count on anything these days.

prego
all things must pass, for good or ill. On September 30, 1859, Abraham Lincoln included a similar theme in an address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society in Milwaukee:
"It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction!"
what shall remain to the end, are your strengths and god-given talents, such as being able to make gloriously melodic sounds issue forth from the king of instruments, in whatever venue.

My jerk (new) neighbors.

My neighbor's dog was barking all night. I barely got any sleep.

you can borrow my shovel!

consider getting a large box fan or large HEPA filter, place it in the corner [where it won't blow on you], it will generate a dense pink noise that can considerably blunt/mask the sonic impact of things like barking dogs and lawn mowers, etc. consider also moving your bed location to a room not directly facing the sound of the offensive neighbor's offensive yapping mutt which, combined with the big fan/filter, will further mute the outside noises. just a suggestion.

I'm frustrated by the video game Skullgirls - it's annoying getting my ass whooped by a large margin on every single match. Matches typically last only 20 - 30 seconds and it takes me half that long to even register what's going on. I also hate the implementation of a team fighting system, which you're confronted with anytime you want to use Arcade Mode. I'd prefer a game where you just fight one-on-one on every single match. I'm starting to think that this game was a poor investment of my money...

People intent on shoving their morality down my throat - (you know what to do with yourselves)

leaving assignments till last minute. i fail at being a student. i was also late to caucus before the stall this morning.