(for the purpose of this "you" means "me")
Its weird thinking of age and getting old. Also it links in with goals and what you want to do with your life. Time does seem to get faster as you get older. You feel like the same person the whole time but each time you look in the mirror a older person looks back.
Its weird in life. Balancing Diet, Fitness, Money, relationships, Items etc. I find my self unsure of the directions I should pick. What can I be what can I achieve? and in the end what does it all mean? Since I'm trapped in this deterating shell anyway. Every ones days are numbered.
As they say "on a long enough time scale the survival rate of every one drops to zero". So this year 2009 I will quest to try a few differen't things. Probably not as many differen't things as I want to try since fear that useless emotion will hold me back. But still. this year is a new year where i will attempt some goals.
I want to end up higher up the food chain so to speak. I hate being this poor. I believe with proper stratagiy and dedication I can crawel up higher up the primid. Sicne this whole world seems to work like a primid with wealth. All the people at the bottem and progressively less people the higher up you go. The more money you have the more rare you are etc.
I want to save and invest and take a few business risks. To generate funds. Then again its kinda sad people have to work there lives around some thing that is completely made up. In reality money is all in the mind. Its imaginary. Its some thing human people make up. And we are brought up how to learn enough basic math and reading skills in school to be able to read labels and buy grocerys. With out people deciding money exists. It wouldn't.
Spend alot of effort working to be fit. And good looking... the body will deterate any way. You can't keep your looks for ever. Its kind of funny in a way how many are superfical. it will all blow up at them at some stage. Youth is temporary. Youth is also wasted on the young.
This is a pure stream of conciousness post.... so its random as any thing... plus i'm really tired. So i'm going to bed. I hope every one has a good 2009.
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Unfortunately being human is a genetic disorder, and ultimately fatal.