Lillikoi wrote:
dcj123 wrote:
I am unloved,
I don't deserve love,
Where can I checkout?
We love you!
Kuraudo and Raleigh love you. A lot of people love you. I do too.
Wehh, it makes me sad to see people sad. Please remember that you are not alone. A lot of people care.
Thanks,
I am just in pain everyday, I feel like I just barely get by sometimes.
I guess what I really need to do is bury my head in something, I have been gaming my heart out so maybe its losing its effect. Maybe I need to go back to technical stuff or something.
I don't know, my emotions are a mystery. I am miserable and I have been miserable but why some days I can ignore being a horrible person and others I can't, I don't know. I guess maybe ignoring the problem isn't working. I was thinking I could just not care enough to the point that I never care. That way it would never be a problem.