I confess.....

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I confess my stomach is so bloated right now I look like I'm pregnant. I confess for a very brief spell there I wondered if I really was pregnant, and I was the next virgin Mary or something, and whether anyone would believe me. I confess I then wondered if I could someone have slept with someone then had complete memory loss of the event, then I went back over past events in my head and realized there were no potential scenarios in which this could have happened. I confess I have way too much imagination and my mind constantly wanders. A lot.

I confess that has to be the most stupid thing I have ever posted on a public forum.

em...that door-thing.. i had forgotten about that -
its not as bad as it sounds i didnt go crazy
or anything. It was more a "wonder if i can do
that" situation. Anyway, carry on - i just felt
that door-thing sounded so bad or insane or
someting it was just a small part of a
bigger event

""I confess I have way too much imagination and my mind constantly wanders. A lot.""
I confess to that also, can have some problems focusing my mind
and sometimes i drift like there was no tomorrow

Lol the surprise was more at you being able to rip a door off its hinges than anything else... sheesh, if I tried that I'd probably have a few bloody fingers and not much else to show for it. Unless it was a really really old rotten door.

I confess I'm still experiencing surges of paranoia about the pregnancy thing. I swear to god I've never slept with anyone, but what if i was pregnant, would my friends remain loyal to me, would people still like me, what would I do about providing for my child? Dear god, I need to go to bed, a bloated stomach does NOT equal pregnancy! How ridiculous.

... it's like the time I saw a spot on my hand, and was convinced I had cancer, and stayed awake all night at a sleepover at my friend's place in the knowledge I was going to die... also coincidentally was when I saw the first HP film at the movies. I think I was 12 or so, maybe a bit older/younger.

I confess, right now I want to run out into the night bare foot, climb a tree, and swing from its branches breathing in the night air. I confess I want to feel the texture of the leaves and bark, and feel the breeze across my face.

I confess I have admitted defeat before I even tried and am going to bed, because my mum would murder me if I even set foot outside the house at night by myself.

I confess i hope sunshower feels better soon -
and that i`m kinda happy with being a boy,
some things in life i`m thankful i dont have
to experience

""I confess, right now I want to run out into the night bare foot, climb a tree, and swing from its branches breathing in the night air. I confess I want to feel the texture of the leaves and bark, and feel the breeze across my face.""

omg girl dont say things like that
*runs outside and up a tree*

I confess...my knee and back should be better by now but it isn't...and it's making me a really strict, moody and boring parent "no, I can't lift you"..."no, le'ts stay in your room for a few more minutes so mommy can lie down"...."no, honey, I can't run around with you"

I feel terrible, and I feel even worse because I can't play with my kid, and he's bored senseless.

At least you can, and you don't have a paranoid mother who thinks there are leagues of rapists lying in wait to catch her daughter if she ever leaves the house unescorted. Sometimes I wish I was born a boy...

Have you ever gone swimming at night (if you have a pool), and floated in the water on your back, and looked at the tops of the bushes, and the night sky, and experienced the swirls/patterns/sounds/colours of things, and felt the texture of the air and the water? (it's hard to describe, but if you have you'll know what I mean).

It's like sitting in the grass under a tree. You can experience all the senses, feel the textures, and see all the colours and hear all the sounds and things, again very hard to explain. I wonder if it's just because I'm partially obsessed with nature.

Yes...i shouldn`t take it for granted, sad that you cant do that
Seems a little...i dont know..i see you are 20, and think you`re
probably capabel of handling yourself fine, but mothers will be
mothers. Theres this huge difference i`ve always noticed since
i was a kid, in our teens, if my sister disappeard with some guy
and came back the next day, my mom and dad, especially dad,
freaked out a little. If i disappeard with some girl and came back
two days later, they just smiled about it, especially my dad. Not
sure what to think about it..They even assumed more then
what had actually happend and it was ok with them. Its a little
"off", seems unfair, i actually remember thinking that my
sister had to be more worth then me since they cared so
much more, but its just the way of the world i guess.

I know what you mean with floating in the water at night
no pool, but theres several lakes and rivers close by thats
really nice to visit on summernights. I have a "thing" for the
colors, lights and movements also, all the small things that can
be overwhelming, to just lay flat in a field and feel the texture
of the air move over you and listen to the grass move around
you, watching the treetops sway - it can be glorius
omg i miss summer... i can hardly wait for march to
come when the sun starts to feel warm again

I confess that I judge people to be idiots too quickly, and that the people i feel are "smart" are better than me =\.

I confess i hope you get better soon, sounds like a hassel -
i get moody myself if i get injured, suddenly some of the
small things i take for granted a 100 times a day get so hard
and time consuming, and the back, uh, it can be so annoying

I confess that lately I've been terrified that I'm never going to make it as a proper musician.

I confess I'm trying to find an excuse not to go to Sweden to spend Christmas with my family. I love them loads, but I just want to stay at home, drink wine and pretend that all is a-ok.

im watching gem shopping tv. my favorite program on cable. this is alexandrite, up next tourmaline

the stones are beautiful^^

I confess I feel so lazy today...

I confess that I think I've found the secret to a happy life.

^I confess I'm curious as to what that is.....