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behind in assignments. centrelink not giving me mail. also my comrade has started work experience so he wont be able to do stuff with unsw club anymore. he also looks funny in a work shirt. im being selfish. he has wanted to start working for forever now.

I was specifically told to fill 3 boxes and then throw out anything that didn't fit into them. Now I've been told I misunderstood and she only *thought* I'd need 3 boxes, feel free to use more if needed. Now I've thrown out so much already that I'm sad to see go, and nothing short of confused about the remainder of packing. NTs are impossible ><

Ver early this morning, my sister go tup in the night, and came back ;leaving the door wide open. I hate it when she does that, because I need the dark to sleep, and she wouldn;t let me close the door because she's scared of it. And so an argument started and Mum got cross. IF I COULD JUST GET BACK TO SLEEP EASIER,I WOULDN'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM!! !

And then I got told I had to either miss out on a trip that's in 2 weeks, or stay in after the trip to catch up on learnin gfor my Geography test. I cried, because I really want to go on the trip, but also still want to go to Nanna's, and I don't know if I'll be able to on another day or not.

why cant they make earbuds that dont break like a few months after you buy them? One side always goes out!!

My hives are coming back.

Insomnia sucks big time.

It is now almost 5 am here and I have work this morning in a few hours.
Hours of sleep tonight = 0.

Usually I get 3-4 hours per night at least. Just didn't happen tonight. Again. 4th time this week.

Maybe I should just know myself unconscious, it's sounding like a better and better idea every time this happens.

I spilled turkey noodle soup on my expensive dress.

FML

Realising that my mental health problems are likely to recur over and over again, and that it may not be possible to move forward in my life in the way I had hoped.

I have to drop my Art Appreciation class... I took too many classes for my first quarter and am not getting everything done on time. It would be beneficial to my GPA if I just drop the class, and take it again in the fall rather than stick it out.

kicking myself for not getting special consideration for uni. i havent studied hard enough for tomorrows test.

i like to complain about things. sometimes i become quite eloquent when i am describing the sources of my displeasure when i am in conversation.

people over the years have found me quite entertaining when i go into my rants about the minor hindrances that have beset me in the preceding 24 hours to our conversations.
i tend to comically exaggerate my displeasure at the slightest things that have happened to me (like getting 2 red lights on the way to the supermarket for example), and i have a moderate amount of fun in choosing delicious ways to describe trivial annoyances.

since i have moved to my new house, i have now nothing at all to complain about. i live in a peaceful semi rural area now (excellent) and there is little traffic and very few traffic lights (which are almost always green due to the lack of cars waiting in side streets), and there are no obstructions in supermarkets, prices are cheap, people are friendly ( a bit too friendly but i do not find that complaint-worthy as yet), and my log fire heats my house to toasty warm for free (average night time temperature at this time of year is 4 degrees celcius and will drop to freezing in july) etc etc etc......

so tonight, and old (i.e. long term) friend that i have not heard from for ages (approx 2 years) rang me and wanted me to tell her how i am ("how are you?", she said), and i really had nothing to say. i said "things are going well", and i did not have anything to add.
before, when i had irritants in my life, i used to launch off into a tirade about things like supermarket trolleys with wheels that were out of alignment and veered off in a direction i had to continuously fight against, but now there is nothing to say except "things are fine".

so the thing that made me unhappy today was the fact that nothing happened that made me unhappy today (except for the fact that nothing made me unhappy today (except for the fact that nothing made me happy today (except for the fact that nothing made me happy today (except for the fact that nothing made me happy today (except for the fact that nothing made me happy today (except for the fact that nothing made me happy today (except for the fact that nothing made me happy today (except for the fact that nothing made me happy today)))))))) etc etc. it is like 2 mirrors facing each other which is an infinite loop of degenerating generations of reflection.

My back, because its hurting again and i feel like an old man, even though old age isn't the cause :/

I feel like crap and have chest wall pain and I've barely been eating and I'm probably not drinking enough either. I'm not getting enough sleep.

Taking care of a young kitten (maybe 5-6 weeks old max) is so stressful for me I'm reminded that it's a good thing I never wanted kids. I can't wait until he is big enough to run around the house safely and not need almost constant care and supervision.

I'm still annoyed from yesterday. I actually cried on the way home yesterday.

Muslims started yelling at me again right outside my house. Can't we just deport these idiots? I'm sure they speak Arabic if half of their words are islamic shouts, and they're Moroccan nationalists.