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i still have all my baby teeth, many of them have amalgam fillings.

Well I just can't believe it's not rained. It's been threatening to all day and now it's brightened up a treat.

And I'll tell you something else for nothing as well. You'll not catch me on a f****n aeroplane ever again in my life.

There's more f****n nut cases in the sky than there is in the loony bin down the road.

In regards to mother...keep your mouth shut.

(Other person/topic) I think you're incredibly sexy. It's an overused word, but it applies. And I want to kiss and cuddle you. You're not remotely interested in me. Yet you crave everybody elses' attention. Why is it that people like you *never* like people like me? I think it's that you don't like what I have to say, or there's a part of me you deeply despise for some other reason. Perhaps I was rude. *Shrug* I would be curious to find out what it was, but I've got better things to do. Or so I tell myself. How else am I supposed to deal with such a life lacking connection with anyone, other than lying to myself and pretending I don't need anyone remotely interesting? I want to talk to someone real, not fake and 'happy'. I'm the only real person there is, or it feels like it. You go on about exactly what I feel in everyday life. People and going silent on me if I start to talk "negatively", or rather, question things like that. I mean, how do you find out anything if you don't go in-depth, or only keep things light? It's boring.

And in case you took me literally on your website...I mean, did you, really?! I was taking the piss out of myself. But there must be some other reason you're not talking to me. Perhaps I could arouse your curiosity. I'm interested in Palaeontology too. Yes, not exactly your subject, but similar...and nobody wants to talk to me about that either. Curious?

But, you would not like me because I am not an intellect. I question...yes...but I'm not the biggest resource of information. I don't belong with the NTs, aspies, or intellects. Where do I belong? I wish I could tell people what I really thought without them freaking out. I wish I could question people without them getting angry at me. Funnily enough intellects seem to hate me the most. Assuming all they know is fact and whathaveyou. I think they pride themselves on being right all the time, and they hate it when I interrupt their pattern. Are you like that? You'd *lurve* me.

And from what I've read about you...you get totally obsessed with people. I'd LOVE someone to become totally obsessed with me...as long as I liked them.

I also get this MASSIVE sense that you're really up yourself. Or you love being on camera, anyway. I'm the same.

And....I know you've been browsing this site under a different username. Not such a different username. Was that done on purpose? I'm not exactly sure what you're trying to do. I'm not contacting you again, despite the temptation to pester you. Sigh.

There. I'm sure that lot gave you a good dose for your ego. I wish someone could write paragraphs about me like that. URGH. I want to be someone's special interest...again, as long as I liked them...or I'd end up hating them..

I wish I could just stop time at will... I'd never have to interact with anyone again if I didn't want to.
Just... y'know... pause time... come out of hiding, do my thing, go back, restart it. Maybe freeze people in their tracks... knife them in their backs... kill them so quickly they'd never notice.... out of their misery, out of mine. Everyone wins. Obstructive lives discretely removed between the seconds. Never have to be afraid of the hivemind again.

Now, that is curious, and confusing.

I feel like...I've been poking a fish that's laid dead there for ages, and now it's suddenly popped up and slapped me. Not a bad feeling, but a slight shock. I'm not entirely sure how to interpret it.

If you're saying I've got a hivemind, then you have no *idea* who I am.

oh no! you have to clean up your own dog's waste?
you have to be held responsible for your actions?
woe is you!

Tempting to just throw in a pizza today, too, but I'd better get cooking...

I think in this instance, I'm slightly right to be paranoid. It was a comment aimed at someone, right under what I said.

Um, well - to be honest - yes - we are all talking about you right now.

Stop taking the piss, you!

I'm waiting for my oil to get changed, and they have that awful station on. I'm glad I got right in, at least.

I work with a bunch of f****n weirdo's!

Sometimes, I swear it's not me, it's the rest of the f****n' world.